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by danaume Rook <https://www.asstr.org/~Piper/xdx.html#danaumerook>


g; mf; Mdom; oral; anal; tf; ws; caution

It was a fairly crisp autumn day, with the leaves falling slowly in the
still air from the trees, like oversized red and gold snowflakes. It
was, by far, her favorite time of the year... well, except for going
back to school. It wasn't that school was hard, it was just that it was
tedious and frustrating, spending all day in a room with some of her
best friends without being able to talk with them or do anything fun.

Still, the school day was over, and Heather was once again on her way
home, walking down the sidewalk through the fresh fallen leaves. School
cutbacks meant fewer bus stops, which in turn meant that Heather was
once again walking home on her own, from a stop five blocks from the
apartment building she lived in with her mother.

She was dressed for the autumn weather, wearing a pair of dark blue
denim jeans that hugged her skinny legs, embroidered with golden thread
to form flowers up the outsides of her thighs and along the back
pockets, worn tight enough to hug her heart shaped rump in a trendy
fashion. Her small feet were wrapped up in fluffy white socks and black
deck shoes with white soles that were dusted with purple glitter. Above
her jeans she wore a soft violet-purple baby-doll t-shirt, with a large
'˜hello-kitten face' knock-off decal across her still flat chest. She had
a down filled ski-jacket in pink and white panels that looked cute, but
was overkill for the weather, and a pair of gloves that were currently
tucked into her jacket pockets. Her backpack was slung over one
shoulder, holding a few books, her binder, and the homework that she
needed to do before she could catch the city bus to the mall to hang out
with her friends.

Heather was twelve years old, and trailed the other girls in her class
for development. Her hips were barely starting to show curves and stop
looking boyish, but her chest was still completely flat save for a pair
of perky nipples that forced her to wear slips, even under t-shirts, if
she wanted to keep them from showing at the slightest chill or stray
thought. Her mother called it a 'super-models' build, but Heather knew
she wasn't super-model beautiful, just girlishly cute. It didn't help
that her mother had huge breasts and a figure that made men constantly
hit on her whenever they were out together.

Her skin was pale, which meant freckles and sunburns in the summer. Her
skin was so creamy white that the one time she tried to spray tan to fit
in, she ended up looking like an orange for a whole week. Her eyes were
a mottled green and blue that seemed to change with the weather, no
matter how much she wished they would settle on one color or the other,
and her hair was naturally almost platinum blonde, quick to green if she
ever swam in a chlorinated pool.

She rounded the last street corner before the apartment buildings,
walking a path she had walked hundreds of times before, her mind
flitting between concerns over her body and its slow blossoming, and the
boys in class who she thought were cute, but too immature to be worth
her time... it didn't help that they were all focused on Mindy Strauss,
the '˜boob job brunette' who's chest went from a-cup to amazing over one
summer break.

She stepped to the innermost edge of the sidewalk to dodge a parked
repair van that was up on the curb, only to have every parent's worst
nightmare happen. A gloved hand pressed a damp rag over her mouth and
nose as another grabbed her around the stomach. She felt herself lifted
off the ground and started kicking reflexively to try to get free,
squirming and thrashing.

Her backpack was her salvation, slipping to the side in the man's grip
and loosening his hold on her just enough that she dropped out of his
arms and to the ground. She gasped for the clean air and started to push
herself forward, trying to get to her feet and get enough of a breath to
scream.

Heather heard a deep male voice grunt a curse behind her, and then felt
something hard and plastic push against the curve of her ass. What
followed was much less pleasant than the chloroform rag, as three
hundred kilovolts of electricity surged through her jeans and the
panties beneath to cause every muscle in her body to spasm and lock up,
dropping her to the ground with barely a gasped whimper.

Her eyes watered and hazed on the edge of consciousness as a pair of men
grabbed her from the street and roughly tossed her limp and unresponsive
body into the van. They followed behind and closed the side door, and
she heard the van start up and begin to drive off. One of the men then
pulled the cap off of a prepared hypodermic needle and pushed it into
her neck, depressing the plunger to push whatever drug was inside into
Heather's body. Within seconds there was nothing but timeless darkness
for Heather. All her parents and the police found at the scene was her
backpack, one strap torn and the contents spilled across the sidewalk.
There were no other clues.
------------------------------------------------------------------------

Heather woke up slowly from whatever drug she had been injected with,
her body feeling sore and stiff. Her jaw ached, as did her ass, and it
took several minutes to even be able to open her eyes without feeling
dizzy and sick.

She was mostly naked, she could tell from the chill in the air, causing
goosebumps across her arms and legs, and making her nipples pucker tight
and hard in the chill, aching slightly. Her mouth was held open by some
sort of padded ring that stretched her jaw to the limit, and was locked
around her head by a set of straps across her cheeks. She could feel
something wrapped around her waist and running between her legs, hard
like molded plastic or metal, and soon discovered that her wrists were
bound to the waist belt by short lengths of chain on either side
attached to cuffs of a matching material.

Once her eyes were open and she could see, Heather looked around the
room in distress, trying to find any chance of escape as the memories of
her abduction slowly pieced back together through her drug and
electricity addled mind.

The room was a perfect cube, ten feet to a side, with three featureless
walls in a '˜hospital' cream hue. The fourth wall had two clear plastic
panels built into it, each a foot across and three feet tall. Each panel
revealed a small hollow that held a small tablet monitor at its base and
a clear tank above it. These panels were each three feet off the floor,
and apparently built seamlessly into the otherwise cream wall. beneath
each panel hung a flesh toned and very lifelike replica of male genitals
that made Heather blush and groan in fear.

The panel on the left had a flaccid faux-penis hanging from the wall,
complete with veins, wrinkled skin, and exposed crowned glands, looking
as real as anything Heather had ever seen in photographs on the
internet. The panel on the right had an erect faux-penis, jutting
straight out from the wall, with bulging veins and taut skin, and a
bulging crowned glands. both were clearly of adult size.

The floor was the same cream color as the walls, but was uneven, its
surface tilted towards three drains, one under each of the protrusions
from the wall, and another in the far corner. Though somewhat slick, the
floor was padded beneath her, as though made of some sort of stiff foam
or rubber. The ceiling had four recessed pod-lights that provided a soft
and warm glow to the room that did not match the chilly air, and a
mirrored dome at each corner that looked like shopping mall security
cameras.

Heather couldn't see a doorway in any of the walls, or any other method
of getting in or out of the room. She struggled to her feet, having to
roll to her belly and pull her legs beneath her to manage, with her
hands bound at her sides. She was suddenly thankful for the smooth
floor, as any textured grip on the floor would have scraped her chest
and knees horribly in the process. Once seated, she looked down at
herself, taking in the sleek, black, hard plastic '˜panty' that hugged
her hips and crotch like a thong. It was molded to her flesh tightly
enough to even have a camel toe. Worse, despite being unable to see it,
she could feel something long and thick pushed up into her butt.

She stood and approached one of the panels in the wall, looking at it
through the light to try to see her reflection. Her hair was gone,
trimmed down to just a downy fuzz on her scalp, but that barely
registered amidst everything else. She could see that the straps holding
the ring in her mouth were buckled and padlocked behind her head, and
despite how dry her mouth felt, a strand of drool was already leaking
out over her lower lip. The '˜panty' was also padlocked in the back, and
she felt that the padlocking was rather stupid, as her hands could
barely move three inches from either hip, so she couldn't reach the
padlocks if her life depended on it. Her reflection looked as miserable
as she felt, and she found that depressing.

'Eellf, anfiee onn?' she cried out past the ring in her mouth, the words
unintelligible to her own ears, resulting in a sobbing scream after that
in frustration and fear.

The room remained silent in the wake of her noises, the only sounds that
reached her ears being the ones she made herself, but the room did
respond in other ways. The two tablet monitors built into the bottoms of
the plastic panels sparked to life, each displaying a blue screen with
white text.

Heather gave a startled yelp at the silent change, and immediately felt
stupid for it. She looked between the two screens, and then read the one
on the left.

*TO dRINK, PLACE LIPS AROUNd THE HEAd OF THE PENIS ANd SUCK GENTLY.
CONTINUE SWALLOWING UNTIL ALL FLUId HAS bEEN EJECTEd, ANY SPILLAGE WILL
RESULT IN PUNISHMENT.*

Heather groaned at that and looked to the screen on the right, above the
erect penis.

*TO FEEd, PLACE LIPS AROUNd THE bASE OF THE PENIS WITH THE HEAd IN YOUR
THROAT. REPEAT PROCESS UNTIL THE NUMbER OF REPETITIONS LISTEd bENEATH
HAVE bEEN COMPLETEd:*

*01/00*

Heather looked to the tanks in the recesses in the walls on either side,
noting that the one on the left was filled with some sort of
amber-yellowish fluid, and the one on the right was filled with some
sort of milky white fluid. She wasn't an idiot, the symbolism wasn't
lost. Piss and cum... they expected her to drink and eat piss and cum.

She dropped to her knees and started to sob, tears flowing from her eyes
as everything sunk in. The realization of what she had to do to survive
bringing out an emotional torrent that lasted for what felt like hours.

There was no way to tell. There was no clock in the room, and the
lighting stayed consistent. Once Heather had cried to the limits of her
ability, she passed out in the warm glow and cold air, and when she woke
later, nothing had changed. Nothing about the room anyway. With her
mouth held open, every breath wicked moisture from her body into the
room, and her drooling saliva carried away more.

She was hungry, and she was thirsty, and there was only one solution to
either. She thought back to the medical dramas and island survival
reality television she had watched. Under ideal conditions, a person
could last three days without water, but these weren't ideal conditions,
and she had no idea how long she had been there, but she knew that she
was very thirsty. Her lips were chapped and even her eyes felt dry and
scratchy, though that could have been from all the crying.

She stared at the screen above the flaccid dildo, her body trembling as
she weighed her options. She could suck piss from a dildo, or she could
die of dehydration. It didn't take long for the tears to start up again.
She held out as long as she could, but she knew it was inevitable.
Eventually she found herself sinking to her knees before the limp
silicone dick, groaning as she leaned forward and took the head of it
into her mouth. She could barely close her lips around it past the ring
in her mouth.

As soon as her lips were past the head of the dildo, she felt and heard
a hum between her legs, gasping around the cock in her mouth as those
vibrations assaulted her sex, making her thighs press shut and her arms
jerk in surprise. That gasp faded into a moan as her body shuddered from
the pleasure the vibrations sent through her loins. It took her several
minutes to catch her breath enough to suckle softly at the item in her
mouth.

The reaction was almost immediate, as fluid splashed into her mouth. She
could see bubbles rising through the tank as her mouth filled. It was
slightly hotter than the inside of her mouth, but wasn't the salty and
acrid fluid she feared, instead she found it to be some kind of apple
cider. despite the surprisingly palatable taste, the rush of fluid was
more than she was ready for. Nearly a full pint of cider sprayed in a
steady stream into her mouth, and she was only able to swallow about
half of it before the remainder splashed out of her mouth. She dropped
her head to cough, some of the remaining cider splashing across her face.

The moment the cider reached the drain between her knees, she felt a
hard shock of electricity flow through her loins, replacing that
pleasant vibration with punishment for spilling. She cried out through
the ring in her mouth as her body jerked again and again from shock
after shock. Ten in all, one after another with only a full second
between each to recover. She coughed and shuddered, falling to her side
on the floor, panting for breath and feeling miserable. The worst part
was that the amount of liquid she had been able to swallow wasn't enough
to sate her thirst. She knew that she would need to do it again.

After waiting several minutes for her body to recover from the choking
and the shocks to her nethers, Heather sat up and glared at the flaccid
penis jutting from the wall. Her mouth was damp from the fluids, but
still felt dry, unrecovered thanks to still being dehydrated. She let
out a groan and leaned forward again, wrapping her lips once more around
the head of that offensive spigot. The vibrations against her sex
started again, making her eyes squeeze shut and her brows knit. She
wanted to sob, but there was no time to do so.

Heather once again felt the cider begin splashing into her mouth in that
heavy stream, it wasn't that much liquid, and she was effectively
sucking it through a straw of sorts, but there was no pause to swallow,
no pause to catch a breath, it just kept flowing. She managed to drink
more this time before her mouth overflowed, but she still couldn't stop
some from splashing into the drain.

That shock to her loins came again, bolts of punishing agony starting in
the plug pressed up her ass and surging forward toward the source of
that ceased teasing pleasure. Ten hard shocks, one after another, just
as before. Punishment for failing to swallow. It took Heather six more
attempts before she was able to swallow all that the infernal device
forced on her, though she spread the attempts out over time as the cider
slowly filled the void and rehydrated her body.

Of course, this brought two problems for Heather. The first was that her
salivary glands were back up to full production, and she was drooling
horribly, which she found humiliating and uncomfortable. The second was
that her own bladder was achingly full.

She tried to call out for help, but her words were still as
unintelligible as they had been the first time. She tried to pull the
plastic panty locked around her hips off, but it wouldn't budge. In the
end, the pain in her kidneys and belly forced her to simply squat over
the far drain and relieve herself through the panty.

Heather had expected a terrible mess from the process, but was a little
stunned to discover that the panty seemed to have a drain in its base,
down where she couldn't actually see, as the urine escaped her in a long
and relatively mess free stream, though some splatter upon her feet and
ankles occurred, making her face contort in displeasure.

Without a sense of time, Heather had no idea how long she had been in
the room. She slept when she got tired, and drank from the humiliating
tap when thirsty. Eventually the tank emptied of cider, and as she
watched, the hollow behind the plastic panel rotated, swapping out one
tank for another. Lemonade, served warm like the cider. After that came
tea, then hot and flat Mountain dew, then just hot water with food
coloring in it to render it yellow. The symbolism was always there,
yellow to amber hue, body hot, and delivered from a dick.

There was plenty to drink, but her body wasn't satisfied with fluids
alone. Even with her belly full to bursting with the liquids, her tummy
still gurgled and grumbled at her, wanting sustenance. She needed to
eat, and that meant turning to the other device.

Her first try at the device was tentative and nervous. She slid her
mouth over the erect phallus, finding the ring barely wide enough to
allow it to pass. It was easily seven or eight inches in length, and her
little mouth could only take about three inches before she felt her
throat clench as she neared her gag reflex.

She drew off the erect cock and looked at it, her saliva now making the
tip glisten. She wanted to frown at it, but the ring gag didn't really
allow for that. She gave a low groan, and then pushed her mouth over it
again, darting her head forward in hopes of just getting it over with.
Her body didn't like that at all. She got no more than halfway down the
monster before her stomach lurched and her eyes watered. Pain surged
through her neck that was more than enough to wash out the pleasurable
vibrations that the panty was giving her as encouragement for the task.
She reflexively drew back and off the silicone organ, coughing and
retching as a wash of bile surged up her throat and down the drain
beneath the feeding station. She gave herself a moment to wallow in
misery before moving to the other station to get a drink and try to
settle her stomach.

It was only the desperation of her hunger that drove her back to the
feeding station. She pushed herself forward more slowly this time, only
to be stopped by her body's defenses yet again. She gagged and coughed,
then tried it again.

And again.

And again...

It took her nearly a dozen tries before she managed to swallow at just
the right time to force the fake cock into her throat, feeling it
stretching her esophagus painfully around its girth. She pushed forward
until her lips were seated around the base of the silicone monster, her
nose pressing to the plastic window. The readout on the display changed.
The counter clicked.

*COMPLETEd:*

*01/01*

She drew back off the item as she felt it splashing something hot and
creamy into her throat. Once she could taste it, she realized that it
was some kind of pudding, like tapioca without the pearls. It was, quite
honestly, the best thing she had ever tasted, thanks to how hungry she
was. Her sense of victory was short lived, however, as after several
splashes of pudding into her mouth, the display changed again.

*COMPLETEd:*

*02/00*

As with the first station, one load wasn't enough to fill the void. She
groaned after swallowing down what was in her mouth the best she could
without being able to close it. She would have to do it again, and this
time, she would have to do it twice to get any of the pudding. She
wanted to recover, but she didn't want to risk forgetting how she did it
the first time, so she pushed back forward over the artificial erection,
choking a bit, but managing to once again get her lips around the base
of the tormenting toy. She watched as the display said that she had
completed one of two, and drew back an inch before pushing forward
again. There was no change.

Heather rolled her eyes in frustration and backed up further, trying
three times before satisfying the device that she had pulled off far
enough. Far enough, it turned out, was to have only the head of the cock
in her mouth before pushing forward again. The display clicked to two of
two completed and she was once again rewarded with a few splashes of hot
pudding into her mouth. Then her stomach soured as she glanced at the
display again.

*COMPLETEd:*

*04/00*

'Oo omm oah!' she shouted at the station past the gag. It was doubling
on her. She knew what that meant, as bad as the first few times were, it
was only going to get worse. It took a long time for Heather to realize
that she wasn't being left alone in the room. She blamed the fact that
the drink station had changed over to beer and left her tipsy and foggy.
The flavors of drinks cycled, and she used those as '˜days', as it took
sleeping twice to empty a tank, she decided that the beer was her
weekend. It made for a really long week, but it was the closest to a
routine that she could figure out. The food in the feeding station never
changed.

After recovering from the beer, Heather noticed that her skin didn't
feel as itchy and sticky, and the room smelled cleaner. More over, her
belly felt achingly hollow. The only conclusion she could come to, as
disturbing as it was, was that she was being drugged as well as rendered
drunk. While she was out, someone had to be cleaning the room, washing
her, and she could only assume giving her an enema, as she couldn't
think of any other way to account for the hollow ache, or the fact that
she hadn't needed to do anything but piss to relieve herself in the time
she had been there.

As for how long that was, she really didn't have a clue. The drinks had
cycled through three times, and counter was up to '˜4096/00', which is
where it had apparently stopped increasing. She could count, and had
nothing but time. If she managed one deep throat a second, it would take
just over an hour for her to get her meal. It usually took longer, just
because she would need a break to catch her breath or get a drink before
continuing. The drink station had also upped its ante, over time
increasing from a pint to a quart over the days and days of practice.

The worst part however, was the droning vibration between her legs
whenever she had her mouth around a dick. As much as she hated the
situation she was in, she could usually get off a couple times while
trying to get a meal, and as much as her brain hated what she was forced
to do, her body was beginning to become more than a little eager for her
next drink or meal.
------------------------------------------------------------------------

Heather woke slowly, her body aching from several places, and her head
feeling fuzzy and drugged. Her intestines ached and felt stretched and
empty at the same time, hinting at another deep enema, but the plug in
her ass was clearly new, as she could feel the difference in size, and
her anus ached from how wide it was stretched. Her chest ached from
several points around her nipples, and when she glanced down at her
chest, she could see little bulges with tiny scab marks atop them, like
poorly healed bee stings, ringing each areola. The muscles in her arms
felt stiff and sore, the limbs almost leaden as they lay to either side
of her body, and the joints felt slightly swollen. Her skin felt like
she had a sunburn from head to toe, and her flesh looked pink and a bit
raw, yet greasy from recent application of lotion.

The thing that got her attention the most, however, was that her lips
burned and felt dry and chapped. It wasn't so much that she noticed them
for the pain, but that she noticed that they were closed. As was her
very sore jaw.

She opened her mouth slowly, feeling the sore muscles of her jaw work,
and feeling the bone click a little from the stiffness, and she ran her
tongue over her lips tentatively. The ring gag was gone. It wasn't until
she felt a hand caress her cheek where the strap had been that she even
noticed that it was hers, and that her arms were also free.

Her eyes went wide and she looked around herself, hoping that this was a
good change. Looking around the room, however, she realized that those
were the only changes. She was still alone and trapped in the room with
the two dildo stations.

Her hands explored her loins, finding that the hard plastic panty was
still firmly in place, and padlocked in the back still. She found
herself surprised at how solid the plastic item felt, as though the
plastic were as hard as steel, or maybe coating thin steel plating. She
knocked at it with her knuckles, and couldn't even feel the plastic
shift against her body, and heard only a solid sounding clack from her
knuckles.

She let her arms fall to her sides again, returning to the positions
they had been bound in for so long, and gave up on moving, just feeling
the aches and pains in her body throb through whatever drugs they had
pumped her full of when she was asleep. She hurt too much to try to get
up or do anything.

Part of her feared that this was just a dream, and that if she fell
asleep, she would wake up with that ring in her mouth and her hands
bound again, but that didn't stop her from slipping back into
unconsciousness, and experiencing a far more natural sleep.

Heather woke to find herself still as freed as she was when she had
fallen back asleep, and thirst pushed her to move enough to at least
stand up, a task she found far easier with her hands to assist her. She
approached the drink station and noticed that the text on the screen had
changed.

*TO dRINK, PLACE LIPS AROUNd THE HEAd OF THE PENIS ANd SUCK GENTLY.
CONTINUE SWALLOWING UNTIL ALL FLUId HAS bEEN EJECTEd, ANY SPILLAGE WILL
RESULT IN PUNISHMENT. ANY USE OF TEETH WILL RESULT IN PUNISHMENT.*

It wasn't a big difference, but she noticed it and sighed, realizing
that it was a modification to the routine to account for her being able
to close her mouth now.

'Great...' she said, though her voice sounded different to her, parched
and scratchy from lack of use, but also deeper, huskier. She put her
hand to her throat and rubbed it, frowning at the change.

Still, it changed nothing, she was thirsty and needed a drink. She knelt
before the station and took the head of the flaccid dong into her mouth
and started sucking, being careful of her teeth. The fluid began to
surge into her mouth, and tasted like plain warm water, but the
vibrations of '˜reward' never started.

She missed it... the pleasure... and her hand moved reflexively to rub
at the front of her panty, trying to get any sensation of pleasure to
her heated sex as she swallowed the fast spray of water obediently. She
was horny, she could tell that, her body craving the lacking attention
for her doing her job. Her hips shifted side to side and her thighs
closed, and she couldn't help but give a frustrated groan around the
cock in her mouth.

It wasn't until she pulled her lips off that silicone toy and swallowed
the last of the water that she caught sight of her reflection in the
plastic panel. Her lips, once a nice pale rose hue, were white as snow,
whiter than the surrounding skin. She put her fingers to her lips and
shuddered. That was why they had hurt and felt so dry.

'They bleached my lips!' she gasped out, pulling her lower lip down and
out to see the slow transition from white to the pink inside her mouth.
'Why the hell did you bleach my lips!?' She knew there would be no
answer, but she couldn't stop herself from shouting it out towards the
cameras at the corners of the room.

She smacked the flat of her hand against the wall between the two
plastic panels in frustration, and then sighed, there was nothing she
could do about it, but the change soured her stomach all the same.

She looked to the feed station and read the new instructions there.

*TO FEEd, USE THROAT, LIPS, TONGUE, SUCTION, ANd CARESSES TO STIMULATE
THE PENIS UNTIL THE AROUSAL bAR IS FULLY CHARGEd. USE OF TEETH WILL bE
PUNISHEd. bITING WILL RESULT IN SYSTEM RESET ANd PUNISHMENT.*

below the words was a long strip, like a loading bar for a computer
program, currently all in red. There were tick marks above the strip at
twenty-five percent, fifty percent, and seventy-five percent.

She frowned at the new and more vague instructions, realizing that a
whole new element had been entered into her routine. She could no longer
focus on mechanical, she had to learn what the system '˜liked' and master
that, with no more instructions than the small blurb and the arousal bar.

Without even thinking about the connotations, Heather found herself
muttering, 'Fuck that.'

She left the food station where it was and went to lay down again,
closing her eyes and trying to relax. She couldn't decide of the changes
were a good sign or a bad sign, nor could she figure out what the
endgame was. She had no idea who had kidnapped her, but all she could
envision were tales of white slave trades, and the possibility of ending
up some African warlord's slave, or some oil baron in the Middle East's
harem girl.

Heather ended up drinking three more times, and peeing twice before she
finally worked up the nerve to try out the new feeding station.

She started out with just licking the tip to see how much that made the
bar move, and watched as a tiny sliver of green appeared on the left
edge of the bar. It stayed there for a short while before dropping back off.

'Fuck... no more taking breaks.' she grumbled in that new huskier voice
of hers. She tried to think of what she had heard gossiped about giving
a blow job, to try to imagine what the people who made this infernal
device might have programmed it for, but not having much more than vague
'˜friend of a friend' tales, she really didn't have any good hints. She
knew how to get the thing into her throat, so she decided to start with
that, though forcing the length of that silicone toy into her throat
barely filled as much as the lick did. She went back to licking,
repeatedly and over different areas, trying to see what the toy liked
best. She managed to get the arousal bar halfway to twenty-five percent
before it seemed to stop gaining. At that point, she decided to try
sucking on the tip, and was more thrilled than she was proud to admit to
see the bar start to fill further.

Apparently the simulation got bored of the same thing over and over, and
liked more intense sensations later in the game. It felt like it took
forever to mix and match licking, sucking, caressing and finally using
her throat to be rewarded with a few spurts of the pudding meal. Every
time she thought she had the system down, it started to demand something
different, all without any clues as to what, forcing her to experiment
and fiddle around to keep the machine happy.

The lack of the buzzing reward between her legs didn't help her
frustration, or her horniness. She got herself another drink and then
moved to lay down on the floor again, grunting, 'I almost miss the old
monotonous way...'

The aches and pains in her body took several of her '˜days' to wear off,
and for her to get back into the routine of drinking and feeding. The
feed station never seemed to be the same way twice, and after each
success, it demanded more and more complexity from her. It forced her to
think about what she was doing, which she found even more humiliating
and degrading than just going through the motions. Her options were to
please the machine though, or starve, so she spent her days struggling
to get a meal before her mouth and tongue were worn out. It was on the
second of those days that she first got punished for the use of teeth.
She was trying to get a meal, bobbing her head up and down the shaft
quickly, only to scrape the underside with her bottom teeth.

A harsh spike of electricity coursed from the plug in her ass forward
through her loins, followed by nine others, spaced to shock her every
other second. It was the same punishment as spilling, but without the
ring gag to stop her, her mouth clenched.

Her teeth bit into the silicone toy and she watched the bar drop from
somewhere near ninety percent to zero, and felt a new series of shocks
start, even as the first continued. This new punishment didn't come from
the plug in her rear, instead it came from the place where the
vibrations used to, a hard jolt right over her clitoris.

She threw herself back off of the toy and screamed in pain at this new
punishment, feeling the two punishments alternate, first a shock to her
ass, then a shock to her clit, over and over until both had finished
their ten shocks.

by the time it was done, she had wet herself, and lay quivering on the
ground as her urine flowed towards the drain at the far end of the room,
feeling her muscles twitch from after-spasms left in the wake of the
electric abuse. Her eyes were clouded with tears and her pussy felt like
it had been fried. There were no sounds of sizzling or smell of burned
flesh, but that didn't stop her imagination from going to the worst
possible places.

The lack of reward meant that the learning curve was slower, and the
feeding station was very generous with punishments, making her quite
timid for the next couple of drink cycles as she tried to master her
skills and keep her teeth as far from the silicone erection as she
could. Her body was well trained from earlier rewards, however. Just
thinking about getting a drink or a meal set her pussy tingling, making
her belly feel empty and needy and the muscles of her pelvis flutter and
clench. And then it happened...

One morning she got her drink, a liter of beer, which set her abuzz and
left her as tipsy as always. Most of her punishments came on beer days
thanks to that. She looked at the dick and couldn't help grinning as in
her lust, alcohol and hormone addled mind, she started to create a fantasy.

She wasn't in the room. She was in a hotel, and that wasn't a wall, it
was some underwear model stud, hot and eager for her. She started to
kiss and tease at the dick, then curl her tongue around it, before
taking it into her mouth and suckling at it in slow bobs over its
length. She didn't even pay attention to the bar, letting the fantasy
claim her.

One hand pressed to the wall to support her bobbing, and the other
slipped between her legs, trying to rub at her pussy through that
chastity panty she wore. She groaned in frustration, drawing her head
off the toy to mutter, 'It isn't enough...'

Her hand trailed up her body as she went back to work, rubbing at her
flat chest and pinching at her swollen and stiff nipples. She moaned at
the pleasure she got, and sped up her work on the dick, but it still
wasn't enough.

Her hand raised further, rubbing at the cock in a jerking motion for a
moment before sliding across her cheek as she dove low, taking the
entire length into her throat. Without thinking about it, her fingers
twisted and twined in her hair, grabbing a good fist full of the short
blonde hair that was still growing back out. In her fantasy, it was his
hand in her hair. He was eager for more, like she was. It wasn't enough.

She began to pull her head down by the hair, over that cock again and
again. It wasn't a simulated silicone penis anymore, or a feed station.
In her mind it was flesh and blood, and her head was being pulled over
it again and again as it fucked her throat.

Something clicked inside her. She felt the cum... the pudding... surge
into her mouth in spurt after spurt, and swallowed it down eagerly,
feeling her own body respond. She almost bit the toy again as she felt
her body hit its bliss without a single touch to her pussy. No
vibrations or buzzing, no touching or grinding, just feeling that orgasm
hit the back of her throat before her pussy started to clench and flutter.

It wasn't the most intense orgasm of her life, but it was the first she
had managed since the rewards stopped, and it was so needed. She fell to
her back, drunk on pleasure and beer, and felt her body tingle as her
head spun.

It was the last time she would think of the toys as being anything but
real cocks of needy young men who were hot for her and her skills.

She threw herself into wicked fantasies and improbable events, all with
hot yet faceless men. The most common for the drinking station...
especially during beer days... was that she was at a party, and the
bathrooms were busy. Her date couldn't hold it, so she held it for him.
Her favorite for the feeding station was to be in a changing room at the
mall when a guy walks in and demands that she pleasure him. The stories
became more elaborate, but the theme always revolved around her mouth
and his cock. She experienced little orgasms more and more often from
these fantasies, which just fueled them further.

She barely noticed as the pudding got blander and thinner and as the
drinks got hotter and saltier. In her mind, it was an expected change,
as cum couldn't really taste like pudding, and she knew that piss didn't
taste like apple cider or lemonade. She adapted to the slow change and
let it make her fantasies all the more realistic.

She didn't really take notice at all until one morning she woke to find
the drink tank filled halfway with some clear fluid. She frowned at
that, as it didn't fit the pattern. The fluid turned out to be water,
unsalted and fresh, though still heated. She was surprised at how
refreshing it was, as her body was a bit dehydrated from all the salt in
the drinks. She drank at that flaccid cock until her stomach couldn't
handle anymore, causing her to get her first punishment in a while from
taking on more than she could swallow. The fluid ran its course, and she
moved to lean her back against the corner above the drain, sighing in
relief as she pissed through that tiny hole in the chastity panty. About
ten seconds after she started, she heard a gurgling on the other side of
the room, and looked up.

To her surprise and horror, she could see an amber-yellow liquid
trickling into the drink tank from a tube in the top of it. Her guts
clenched as she realized the significance. The liquid stopped flowing
into the tank about ten seconds after she stopped pissing, mixing with
the remaining water in the tank and rendering it soft yellow hue.

'Oh no... please no... come on!' Heather found herself protesting. She
knew what was going on, it was the only thing that made sense. That was
her pee. The room had moved it from the drain to her drink tank and
mixed it in with the water.

She held off drinking as long as she could after that, but eventually
her body needed more fluids, and she found herself forced to return to
that flaccid cock. She sucked at it gently and discovered that her fears
were confirmed, as the fluid that splashed into her mouth tasted very
much like watered down piss.

Worse, she found that piss became less watered down each time she had to
go to the bathroom, as there was less and less fresh water to water it
down with. The saltier and the more acrid the fluid became, the more it
fit in with her fantasies, and her shame and orgasms increased in equal
measure.

Eventually there wasn't enough water in the liquid to sate her thirst,
and she guessed that the tank must be nothing more than urine that her
body continued to concentrate every time it passed through her. It was
almost more than she could endure.
------------------------------------------------------------------------

Heather groaned, her head was throbbing, and felt heavy. She opened her
eyes, feeling a stale breeze on her face, and was stunned to find that
she wasn't in the room that had become her life. She was sitting on a
cold surface, and looking around herself in a panic let her see four
walls surrounding her, close and dirty, etched with scratched and drawn
graffiti.

A toilet stall...

She glanced down at herself and was surprised to find that she was in
the same clothing she had been wearing when she had been abducted a
lifetime ago. It all felt weird... scratchy and wrong... after so long
spent naked in the room.

She stood up and slid the bolt on the stall door and stepped out into
the public bathroom, and gasped.

Across from her was a wall length mirror with all the sinks under it in
a row. It was the first clear view of her face since she had been abducted.

Her hair was no longer blonde. It had been styled into a cute pixie cut,
feathered and tousled, and dyed a vibrant electric purple hue. Her
bleached white lips were no longer white, instead they were a very
bright '˜fuck me' pink, and looked wet and glossy.

Her fingers went to her lips and rubbed, but the pink didn't come off.
She stepped closer to the mirror and her mouth fell open. It had been
tattooed on, a bright hot metallic pink permanent lipstick coating,
sparkling in the bathroom light vulgarly.

She looked thinner than she had before, but not malnourished or gaunt,
just... more defined. Worse or better, Heather couldn't decide, her hips
stretched the jeans almost painfully, clearly having filled out during
her captivity despite the relative good fit of the rest of her clothes.
She dug into the pockets of her coat and found a prepaid cellphone, a
twenty dollar bill, and a foil strip of four condom packets.

She stepped out of the bathroom, flinching a bit at the bright light of
the day, feeling the crisp air. She could see the nearly naked trees
with fresh green buds on their branches and pulled the phone from her
pocket, thumbing the on button. The date placed the time as mid March of
the next year. Six months. She had been gone for six months.

The first call she made was to her mother. The next week was filled with
a lot of hugs and crying, and too many interviews by detectives to keep
track of. Everyone wanted to know where she had been, how she had
escaped, and what had happened in the last six months.

She didn't tell her mother that she had been anything but kidnapped. She
couldn't bear to tell her the truth about the event that had occurred.
She told the police, however, after they promised not to tell her
mother. She then had to tell a therapist as well.

She was inspected by a doctor soon after her rescue from the park she
had been left in, which was less than twenty miles from her apartment
home. She was honestly surprised that her hymen was still intact, and
less surprised to find that her lips weren't the only tattoo. She bore a
tramp stamp in bold black, a circle of text that read '˜CERTIFIEd URINAL
ANd COCKSUCKER' around a large stylized '˜A' with the word '˜GRAdE'
written across it. A stamp of approval, certifying her as a grade '˜A'
urinal and and cocksucker.

Her mother insisted that it be removed, but Heather convinced the
doctors to leave it where it was. She claimed that she would rather have
a vulgar tramp stamp than some big tattoo removal scar. She couldn't
tell the truth. She couldn't tell her mother that she wanted to keep the
tattoo because you don't go through the education to burn your diploma.
She couldn't admit that she felt a surge of warm pride at the vulgar tattoo.

The tattoos weren't the only changes, though they were the only ones
that people could see. Her stomach had shrunk from the long liquid diet,
so she found herself eating like a bird, satisfied after only small
portions. More importantly, she couldn't stop herself from staring at
the crotches of men and boys as she passed them. She suddenly understood
how boys felt as they stared at girls' chests.

She just kept imagining what their dicks must look like, and wondering
what they tasted like. She knew she was hooked, and part of her didn't
really mind.

Her mother hired her a high school senior to help tutor her and catch
her up on the last six months of missed schooling. He had heard about
the kidnapping, apparently everyone had, and wanted to know more about
it. He was cute, if something of a nerd, but he was also a high school
senior, so he was way cooler than her own eighth grader status. She
couldn't help herself, and she told him the story.

dave Cillford, her tutor, didn't believe her at first, but after a ten
minute blow job, he was a believer, and her boyfriend. dave tutored her
three times a week, and they ended every session with a blow job,
technically he called it a reward for studying hard. She also met him on
weekends, for dates after sneaking out. She suspected that her mother
knew, but the two of them didn't talk about it directly.

He didn't mind playing out Heather's fantasies, and more over, he seemed
to think that her wanting to suck off other guys was cool. He even
showed her where a few glory holes were in town, after explaining to her
what they were. She enjoyed that he would share her with his friends in
high school too, and before the end of the year she had a bit of a
reputation. She was the youngest girl invited to Senior Prom, and her
mouth got a real workout that night. She still had her virginity, but
she did let dave enjoy her ass that night, something he seemed to enjoy
a lot more than she did. She far preferred sucking cock than having it
shoved up her butt.

She had started to think of her time in the strange room as the best
thing that ever happened to her.
------------------------------------------------------------------------

Freshman year of high school hadn't seen many changes for Heather. Her
chest was still flat, and tests that the doctors did proved that it
would probably stay that way, as injections her kidnappers had given her
had destroyed the milk ducts and breast tissue, and her hormones had
nothing to trigger breast development in. Her hips had filled out, as
had her ass, but she would be flat chested the rest of her life.

dave didn't care, he was fond of telling her that with lips like hers,
tits were irrelevant. It made her feel a little bit better.

It was early October, and Heather was walking home from school, talking
to her classmate Mindy about the plans dave had to introduce her to his
fraternity in a few weeks at their first party, when she had a sudden
sense of deja vu.

down the street from where they were, she saw a maintenance van parked
part way onto the curb.

Heather bit her lip and said, 'Uh, go on Mindy, I need to tie my shoe.
I'll catch up.' and she dropped to one knee to fumble with her laces as
she watched Mindy shrug and turn to walk further on down the road, her
huge breasts bouncing before her in her too-tight t-shirt. Heather
watched two men slip out of the van behind Mindy, wearing black ski
masks. One of them grabbed her from behind and pushed a cloth over her
mouth. The other turned and looked at Heather. She gave him a big pink
lipped smile and saw him chuckle before helping the other pull the
struggling d-cup teen into the van.

Heather stood up and waved as the van drove off, calling out, 'See you
in six months, Mindy!'

Fin.


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Authors name: Gungadick (yataala@aol.com)
Story title : Lil Orphan Mandie

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Lil Orphan Mandie (Mf, reluc, ped, oral, anal)
by Gungadick (yataala@aol.com)

***

A tragedy leads to taboo sexual discoveries when a cop
takes his work home with him.

***

I was cooling my heels and waiting for the clock to
strike five before punching out and going home. There was
something to say about working 'Juvie', you always went
home early, or at least on time. It was Friday and I was
the last 'badge' left in the office. The rest of the
uniformed officers had played the seniority card and left
at four.

The handful of civilian case workers and secretaries knew
better than to bother with me and they gave me
surreptitious glances as I sat back in the old wooden
swivel chair and plopped my feet down on top of the desk.
There was a dark cloud over my head and even the younger
women, who had been shameless in their flirtatious
behavior, were staying away.

Not only was I stuck in Juvenile Detention/Family
Services while serving out my probation for striking a
reporter, but these other assholes were lording it over
me. I'd been eleven years on the force and the last three
of those as Detective Second in Robbery/Homicide. I was
on the fast track and everyone knew it.

I was still young enough to qualify, and I had enough
time in grade and service, to apply for the Lieutenant's
exam, but now there was this little wrinkle. I'd punched
a television reporter. Worse than that, I'd done it while
the camera was running. The guy deserved it; everyone
agreed on that point, even his bosses at Channel Seven
had sent the PD an apology, but I had lost my cool and
had to be punished for it.

We had been in foot pursuit of an armed robber, who had
been identified as the same man that had robbed a dozen
other convenience stores in the last month. He was
violent and had put several people in the hospital. The
news van had picked up the pursuit on its police scanner
and had careened onto the scene. My partner and I were
about fifty feet behind the perp and we were gaining.

We were stomping down an alley way, heading for a surface
street that the perp had just crossed and he was winging
it down the continuation of the alley way. The news van
had come to a screeching halt at the mouth of the alley
and blocked our way. It had happened so quickly that my
partner had bounced off the side of the van and fallen
down. I had banged onto the side of the van and yelled,
"Move! Move! Get out of the Way!"

There was the sound of a door sliding open and then the
van backed up. I made a step to continue the pursuit, but
came face to face with the reporter and cameraman.

"Officer," the newsman had shouted at me, "can you tell
us if this is the notorious 'Candy Bandit' that you are
pursuing?"

I had been so stunned that I had just gawped at him for a
second. The media had started calling this guy the 'Candy
Bandit' when it was found out that he always grabbed a
handful of candy bars along with the cash. A sure sign of
an addict. I was stuck in place and couldn't get around
the news team without shoving through them. I figured the
perp was long gone and when I looked down the opposite
alleyway, I was stunned to see the perp assuming a two
handed firing stance and aiming our way.

"Get out of the way," I screamed as I brought up my
'nine'.

The newsman's eyes had bugged out and he had yelled,
"What? Are you gonna shoot us?"

His answer came in the form of a nine millimeter slug
whizzing past his left ear and ricocheting off a brick
wall. I had shoved him out of the way and snapped off a
shot of my own, which surprisingly struck the perp in the
right shoulder and knocked him onto his ass. I was
probably more surprised than anyone that I had actually
hit him. Actually hitting anything at a hundred feet with
a handgun is a lot more difficult than television will
lead you to believe.

I had helped my partner to his feet and we'd radioed for
help and an ambulance. We cautiously approached the
suspect and found him struggling to stem the flow of
blood coming from a hole high up near his clavicle. He
spat curses at us as we kicked away his gun and put him
in cuffs.

The news team was 'johny on the spot' and the newsman
kept up a running commentary, trying to get the wounded
perp to identify himself and telling the viewing audience
that he thought they had just seen the use of excessive
force. I had asked them to move to the mouth of the
alley, but they hadn't budged. I had asked them again and
the newsman had stuck the microphone in my face and asked
me for my name and badge number.

"All right," I had finally said, "that's it. Move to the
head of the alley or I'm going to arrest you for
hindrance."

The guy apparently started thinking 'Pulitzer' and stood
his ground. I had raised my arms horizontal to the ground
and started moving forward and bumping into him as though
I was pushing back a crowd. He tried hard to hold his
ground, but he was smart enough not to push back. His
foot struck a rock or something and he slipped and fell
to the ground. He'd jumped right back up and started
yelling lawsuit. Then he said the magic words.

He called me a bad cop. He said I was just like all those
guys in L.A., who were beating up minorities and taking
money for bribes and working with the gang bangers. I'd
reached my breaking point and figured in for a penny, in
for a pound; and I'd hauled off and cold cocked the
bastard.

He went down like a house of cards and lie in the dirt
and grime of the alleyway. Not a hair out of place.
Adding insult to injury, I had rolled him onto his side
and using a pair of nylon cuffs, I tied his hands behind
his back. I had stood up and faced the camera and picked
up the mike.

"Failure to comply with a lawful order," I had said,
speaking evenly and then tossed the mike onto the ground.
"What about you?" I had asked the cameraman and he had
seen the light and moved back to the news van.

The next hour was pretty much a blur. Ambulances, prowl
cars, news vans, and all manner of other vehicles and
pedestrians started pulling up to the scene. The perp was
trundled into an ambulance and taken away. The entire
time, people were just casually walking around the prone
figure of the newsman.

He had gotten to a sitting position after a while, but he
was still a little groggy and couldn't find his feet. I
had a couple of uniforms load him into the back of their
radio car to await transportation. I was going to press
the charges. Suddenly, I had found my field of vision
being filled by my captain. He didn't look happy.

"Well, Wild Bill," he had said, "do you know where I was
about three hours ago?"

"No, sir," I had answered, knowing whatever I said would
be wrong anyway.

"I was sitting in the chief's office with all the other
division captains, trying to stay awake for our monthly
budget meeting."

"Yes, sir," I had said, knowing there was more coming.

"That sweet little secretary of the chief's. You know who
I mean don't you Bill?" He had asked.

"Uh... you mean Emily, captain?" I had asked.

"That's right. Emily! I remember you'd been boffing her
for a while hadn't you, Bill?"

"We dated for a bit, sir," I answered, wishing he'd get
to the point.

"Well. Sweet little Emily followed that great set of
lungs into the chief's office and told him that there was
live coverage of a couple of officers in foot pursuit of
the 'Candy Bandit' on television. So! The chief had her
turn on the set in his office and we all watched the
chopper footage of my two very best detectives humping
down these alleys, jumping over fences, avoiding traffic,
dogs, and all kinds of ne'er-do-wells. Just like in the
fucking movies."

At this point he paused and made a motion as though
wiping away a tear. "It made my heart proud." " But
then," he suddenly added with a little animation in his
face, "the news switched over to this pansy assed mother
fucker who was reporting in from the ground and we were
all surprised to see Officer 'Wild Bill' Madison pointing
a nine millimeter Glock at the viewing audience. Well, I
can say we were all relieved when it turned out you were
simply returning fire and actually managed to hit that
piece of shit from about a hundred feet off."

"Hell of a shot! Wasn't it, Captain?" My partner said
from behind the Captain's left shoulder.

The Captain had turned and burned a hole into Frank, who
had slinked away.

"Yes, sir," I had said, but didn't know why.

"I tell you, it was pure 'D' magic," the Captain
continued, "I mean, everybody was shaking my hand and the
chief was patting me on the back and then you had to go
and fuck it up, didn't you?"

"I guess so, Captain," I had said, figuring anything else
would only piss him off.

"Now, I don't really give a shit that you bent that
asshole's beak a little. He had it coming. We all saw
that, but TO DO IT ON FUCKING LIVE TELEVISION IS THE
STUPIDEST FUCKING THING ANY OF US HAVE SEEN SINCE NIXON
ERASED THE FUCKING TAPES."

I had winced a little as he yelled the last part, but
being who I am, I had to ask.

"What about the part where I said, 'failure to comply
with a..."

That's as far as I got, because the chief's face turned a
bright red and his eyes a deep black. He had spun around
and stomped away. Frank had come up and draped a hand
across my shoulders.

"Well, son," he had said, "what's it gonna be? Traffic or
meters?"

I'd looked over right then to where the news man sat in
the back of the cop car and seen him looking my way and
smiling. I'd made a move for my gun and seen his eyes pop
wide open as his face had slid below window level.

So, that's how I wound up being blackballed all the way
down to Juvie for three months probation. I guess they
had enough meter maids. I'd been a minor celebrity for
about a week and the footage of the arrest and the
following uh... confrontation had even made it onto
national news, which had caused me to get a ton of calls
from long lost friends and all of my relatives.

My dad thought the whole thing was a kick in the pants
and he laughed and shook his head every time he saw me.
He was still on the force and was getting ready to pull
the pin at the age of fifty-five. On the upside, every
cop groupie in town wanted to suck my dick, and I hadn't
had to buy a drink for a week. I'd even met that sexy
little news anchor at Channel Seven when I'd gone over to
do my on air apology to the little asshole for my 'acting
out in the heat of the moment.'

The little faggot had been wearing about a yard of tape
and a pound of gauze on his shnoz. I'd been shaking hands
all around when I felt a piece of paper being pressed
into my palm and looked up to find the doe-eyed Eurasian
anchor giving me a wink. I'd unfolded the paper later and
found a phone number and the words, 'phone me, if you're
single' scribbled on it in pink ink. I had, and we did,
and we would again. Soon.

So, I was lamenting my wounded pride and watching the
clock do its slow march to freedom when the phone rang. I
glanced over and then took my feet down off the desk and
grabbed for the 'blower'. The light for line four had
been blinking, which meant that we were getting a call
from dispatch. Something I hadn't seen happen in the two
weeks I'd been there. I was sort of hoping it was a
family dispute so that I could maybe get a chance to pop
some fat asshole in the face for beating his wife or his
kids.

A familiar voice told me that they had a 'see the man'
call and I'd asked why the hell they were calling juvie.
The dispatch sergeant had laughed when he realized who he
was talking to and told me because it had to do with an
abandoned child.

I told him I was alone and to feed the call to someone
else, but he said I was the only unit available and that
I was expected to respond. I cursed and wrote down the
address. I looked at the clock as I walked out. It was
4:59. I grabbed a set of keys and went down to the garage
to find something to fit them. I got into the old beat up
Ford Escort without lights and siren and drove out to
respond.

I pulled up to the house. It was one of those in a mixed
neighborhood where you know the couple are retired.
Everything was neatly trimmed and painted. Little dwarfs
leaned over mushrooms like they were trying to hump them
and an assortment of other little sculptures decorated
the yard. It was like a miniature fun forest without the
miniature screaming kids. The door opened as I pulled out
and a heavyset old geezer came huffing out.

He had a nervous habit of pulling up on his trousers as
though they were about to fall down, but I don't know how
since he was wearing suspenders and a belt. There was a
four-inch gap between the pants and his shoes and I could
see he was wearing support hose. He was smiling and
pleasant and offered me his hand. I shook and introduced
myself then asked where the child was. Well, he wasn't
going to give in that easy. He had to tell me the entire
story from beginning to end.

It seemed that about four days prior he had gotten up to
find the lid taken off his garbage can and a lot of the
trash strewn about. His neighbor had had the same thing
happen. They thought it was raccoons again, but if it
was, they had been awfully quiet. The next day, the same
thing happened, so Mr. Krupnik had stayed up late and
listened, but hadn't heard anything the following night.
The next day, the cans had been opened again.

On the fourth night, he had stayed up and sat by the back
door. He'd heard a slight rattle and had turned on the
back porch light and had been surprised to see a small
child rooting through his garbage. The child had run off
and Krupnik had stopped to pull on some pants and put on
some shoes so by the time he got outside there was no
trace of her. He led me around to the back of his house
and I saw that all the houses on this side of the street
backed onto one of the county's emergency storm drains.
Large waterways and tunnels like you'd seen on Terminator
II.

Krupnik told me he had seen little footprints in the dirt
and had followed them to where there was a hole in the
fence, which the county hadn't fixed, even though he had
called them about it years ago. He said he had looked
down into the cement basin and a movement had caught his
eye. A small child had been standing in the mouth of one
of the overflow pipes and had disappeared inside when
she'd been spotted. He said he'd been watching the pipe
ever since he'd called and unless she'd snuck out while
we were talking, the child should still be in there.

I thanked him and slid and shimmied down the grass verge
and then the slanting cement wall. I'd crossed about
forty feet up from the overflow pipe and hugged the wall
as I approached. I tried not to make any noise and
grabbed my four cell flash off of my Sam Browne and
illuminated the interior of the cement culvert.

My actions were greeted by a small shriek and I'd found
myself looking into the wild and frightened eyes of a
child. She had backed away from me, but there was a grate
about four feet in and she could go no further. I
crouched in the opening of the pipe so that she could see
my uniform and tried to coax her out. I didn't want to
traumatize her.

"Hi! Sweetheart," I said, modulating my tone to soften
it, "what are you doing in there? Have you lost your
mommy?"

Nothing.

"Can you tell me your name?"

Nada.

"I'm Bill. My friends call me 'Wild Bill'. You can call
me Wild Bill too, if you want. What's your name?"

This time there came a tiny murmur.

"I'm sorry, sweetie, but I didn't hear you. Did you say
'a man'?"

"Amanda!" She said with a little more 'oomph' to it this
time.

"Amanda!" I repeated. "What a pretty name. I bet you're a
pretty girl too. Why don't you come out so I can see
you?"

"Mommy told me to stay inside," was her reply.

"Mommy did? Well, she wanted to make sure you were safe,
but you won't be any safer than with me. See, I'm a
policeman," I had said in a singsong fashion.

"Mommy hates the policemen," she said.

"She does?" I asked with a laugh, but inside I realized
that my task had just gotten that much harder. "Where is
your mommy? She hasn't been back for a long time has
she?"

"Mommy said for me to wait here and not talk to anybody,"
Amanda said and I thought I heard a tear in her voice.

"Where did your mommy go, Amanda?"

"She went with the bad man," Amanda said.

"Do you know which bad man she went with, Amanda?"

"Lex," she whispered.

"Lex?" I repeated and thought for a second. "You mean
Lexington? Is the bad man really tall and have red hair?"

"Uh hun," Amanda whispered.

Lexington Rowls was a crack dealer who ran a string of
'hos' on the side. Vice and Narco had been trying to nail
his ass for a long time, but he was an intelligent man. I
asked Amanda where her mother had gone with the bad man
and she told me that they had climbed up the bank next to
the drain pipe. She said she'd heard a loud bang and then
a car had gone away. I shuddered with a premonition and
told Amanda not to go anywhere and I stood up. She had
whispered a tiny 'okay'. I looked over across the way and
saw Mr. Krupnik with another old geezer and I yelled out
to them.

"Mr. Krupnik. You remember hearing any gun shots in the
last week or so?"

"I called you guys about that last Saturday. Didn't they
tell you?" He yelled back and then went into a fit of
smokers cough.

The other old geezer yelled back.

"Is the child okay? She hasn't been shot has she? You
want us to come down and help?"

"You gentleman stay right there okay. I may need you to
do something else."

I scrambled up the side of the drain and pushed my way
through some thick bushes. I came out onto a dirt road.
It was probably a county maintenance road. I sniffed the
air and smelled the stench of rotting garbage. Or was it?
I followed the smell and as I got closer I could hear the
buzzing of blue bottle flies. I knew what I was going to
find and steeled myself for the sight. I parted some
bushes and found Amanda's mother.

She was lying face down in the dirt and a large black
stain radiated out from around her head. There was a
small hole in the base of her neck where the bullet had
gone in and I could tell from the matter lying around
that most of her face was probably blown away. I backed
out and fought the urge to vomit. I walked far enough
away so that the sound of buzzing and the putrid smell
were no longer in evidence and took in some deep breaths.
I went through the bushes again and skidded down the side
of the drainage ditch.

I looked up and my two cohorts were still watching me.

"Mr. Krupnik could you call 911 and tell them that
officer Madison reports a dead body on the county access
road back here and tell them how to find it. Tell them
they need to send someone from homicide over."

"Jesus! Did you hear what he said?" Krupnik's friend
asked him and they had moved away as quickly as their
tired old legs could carry them. I could hear the other
geezer's voice recede as he kept repeating, "Jesus
Almighty a dead body! Jesus Almighty! Jesus Almighty!"

I went back to the culvert and looked inside. The light
reflected off of Amanda's eyes and they looked as though
they were just floating in mid air.

"Amanda," I said gently, "why don't you come out sweetie
and I'll get you something to eat. How about McDonald's?"

"Could I get a friendly meal?" Her teary voice asked.

"Yes, sweetie. You can get a friendly meal," I had
replied and my heart had made a little flip in my chest.

She knew that what I'd found was bad news, but neither of
us said anything about it. I waited and then a slight
rustling told me she was coming out. I backed up a little
so as not to scare her, but stayed down at her level. She
came out into the daylight and my heart was torn from my
chest. Her hair was all matted down. Her tears made
streaks in the layers of dirt caked onto her small
cheeks. Her eyes seemed abnormally blue as they peered
out from amongst all the grime.

Her dress was so gray with dirt that I couldn't tell what
color it was supposed to be. There was a fresh scab on
her right knee where she had probably scraped it on the
cement and she was barefoot. I held out my hand and
smiled at her. She hesitated for a long time before
putting her small hand into mine. She couldn't have been
any older than five or six, but she was so thin that she
could have passed for four. I held her hand and we
crossed the flood drain and I carried her up the other
side. Mr. Krupnik and his crony came around the side of
his house just as we were walking into his yard and
Amanda buried her face into my shoulder.

"By God!" He half shouted. "What did I tell you Wilbur. I
told you I saw a little girl over there!"

"You sure did, Charlie," Wilbur agreed. "You sure did."

Charlie would be cock of the walk for a while as he
related the story to all of his other geezer friends. The
back door to his house opened up and a skinny little old
woman looked out at us.

"Oh my Lord!" She said when she saw Amanda. "That poor
little girl. I guess that old fool was right when he said
he saw her. You bring her inside officer and we'll get
her something warm to drink."

The entire time, Amanda kept her face pressed into my
shoulder and I could feel her tiny hand grabbing the
sleeve of my shirt.

"It's okay, sweetie. Mrs. Krupnik will get you some hot
chocolate or something. Doesn't that sound nice?"

"You said we were going to McDonald's," she whispered
into my shoulder.

"We are, but first I have to wait for some more policeman
to arrive. It won't take long."

We went into the house just as the sound of a siren
wailed its way towards us.

"Come here, dear," Mrs. Krupnik said and put her arms out
for Amanda, but the little waif wouldn't have any of it
and she held my arm in a vice like grip.

"It's okay, Amanda," I said, bending my neck back so that
I could look down into her face. "I'm going to have to go
out and talk to a lot of nasty policemen for a little
while before we go to McDonald's. Wouldn't you rather
stay inside with Mrs. Krupnik. She'll make you some hot
chocolate and maybe even wash off a lot of that dirt so
we can see how pretty you really are."

"You won't come back," the little urchin stated flatly.

"I will!" I said, my voice rising. "I promise I will."

I crouched down so that her feet could touch the ground
and she slowly and unwillingly released the material of
my shirt. I had little bunches of wrinkled material at
the sleeve and chest of the shirt where she had held on
for dear life. She looked at me with those dark blueberry
colored eyes and her lips quivered.

My heart lurched about in my chest.

"I promise, Amanda. I'll be back as soon as possible."

"That's what mommy said," she whispered accusingly.

"I know, Amanda. But, your mommy had an accident," I told
her. I figured I should start paving the way for the
final blow of the loss of her mother.

Mrs. Krupnik stood next to her and held her hand out.
Amanda looked up at the kind old soul and saw nothing
alarming there so she took the proffered hand. I winked
and smiled at my little charge and stood up to go
outside. A thought crossed my mind and I turned to see
Amanda watching me go.

"Amanda," I asked, "can you tell me your whole name?"

"Amanda Blessing," she said through her pout.

The shock must have been evident as it crossed my face
because Mrs. Krupnik's brow furrowed and she said, "You
knew her?"

"I picked her up once for," I was about to say
shoplifting, but I didn't want to upset Amanda so I said,
"borrowing some jewelry from Bonwit Tellers."

Mrs. Krupnik sighed and then talking to Amanda in that
grandmotherly voice I remembered so well from my
childhood she led her away to get the chocolate. I went
outside and thought about Elizabeth Blessing, deceased
hooker and former high school prom queen. I remembered
that from when her parents had come down to bail her out.
They were nice people and kept insisting it must have
been an oversight on their daughter's part, but even they
didn't believe it. Elizabeth had been on the fast track
to self destruction.

She was still beautiful even though she was ghostly thin
and you could tell she was hooked on something. That had
been a half dozen years earlier and she had made enough
of an impression that I still remembered her. She must
have gotten pregnant soon thereafter and I was surprised
that Amanda didn't appear to have suffered the 'crack
baby' syndrome. The first radio car pulled up in front of
Krupnik's house as I stepped outside and I saw the two
uniforms inside it look at each other and laugh when they
saw me. It was going to be a long day.

We'd taken crime scene tape out of their trunk and
scrambled down and up the walls of the flood drain. I
helped them secure the scene and we waited for the
homicide dicks to get there. It wasn't long before a
cloud of dust indicated that several vehicles were
heading our way down the county road. I said something to
one of the uniforms and he ran up and stopped them when
they were about a hundred feet away so that the dust and
dirt wouldn't contaminate the crime scene.

I flinched when I saw who had been 'up next' in Robbery-
Homicide. Lou Philips was the biggest asshole this side
of Sadam Hussein. The stereotypical cigar chomping, loud
mouthed, bigot. His partner was a short, skinny Chicano
by the name of Bob Vega. I knew that one day the two of
them would have it out and my money was on Vega. Philips
chuckled around his unlit stogie as he saw me.

"Hey! If it isn't the kiddy cop," he bellowed. "They said
you rolled on a lost child call, what the fuck are you
doing on my crime scene?"

"Hello Lou," I answered. I always treated him pleasantly
and never reacted to any of his digs, which pissed him
off royally. "The vic is believed to be Elizabeth
Blessing, prostitute. To the best of my knowledge, on
Saturday last around ten at night, she was in the company
of Lexington Rowls when she met her untimely demise."

Vega had been writing furiously as he tried to keep up
with my report. Philips only stared at me and chomped on
his cigar. He could give a shit what I had to say.

"Rowls hun!" Vega whistled. "I'd like to get that mother
fucker. Maybe put a feather in my cap. Get me a new
partner."

Philips ignored the comment and asked me, "You didn't say
what you were doing here, Wild Bill?"

"I told you before Lou, only my friends call me Wild
Bill. You can call me Bill, or just detective second if
you want."

This always rankled him because I had beaten him out for
the last promotion even though he'd been a detective
third for about ten years at the time.

"The victim is the mother of the lost child," I told
Vega. "The child was hiding in one of the overflow
culverts. She's the one who told me it was Lexington that
was with her mother. I arrested the mother about six
years ago on a felony theft. Her parent's address should
be in the system. She'd turned to being a 'pross' to
support her habit and had joined Lex' stable."

Vega wrote everything down and thanked me. I led them to
the part of the road closest to the dead body and pointed
out my footsteps so they could flag them. I told them the
culvert was exactly opposite. Vega asked me a couple more
questions and then I left them to it. I told them they
could reach me at home and left them to their work. I
felt envy as I walked away. I missed the job and hoped
that I would actually go back to it after my probation
was over.

I scrambled back over to the Krupnik's where an
assortment of old geezers had gathered at the fence. They
were interchangeable except for some being heavier than
others. Their pants were all too short and they all wore
suspenders. Those who still had hair, had grey, wispy
tufts that reminded me of daffodils gone to seed. I also
wondered if a man's ass shrank as he got older because
all of their pants were baggy in the seat. I fended off a
bunch of questions and told them I couldn't talk about an
ongoing case. I walked back into the Krupnik house and
not finding them in the kitchen I called out.

"In here, officer," Mrs. Krupnik called back and I
followed the sound into the living room.

I stood there in shock. She had done a great job of
cleaning up the little waif and they both sat on the sofa
sipping at cups of hot chocolate. She had given Amanda a
bath it appeared and had even found her some clothes to
fit. I was constantly amazed at what little old ladies
could do.

Amanda was wearing a little pink tee shirt with the
outline of a rabbit stenciled on the front and a pair of
tiny blue jeans. Her face shone pink and clean and her
hair was washed and brushed. She was the youthful image
of her mother. Wavy blonde hair atop a pleasant round
face with deep blue eyes and pouty full lips. She would
be a heart breaker in another twelve or so years. Her
shoeless feet swung back and forth as she sat on the edge
of the sofa and stared back at me. It was as if she was
waiting for me to comment on her appearance.

"My!" I said. "Where did you find this pretty little
girl, Mrs. Krupnik?"

Amanda giggled behind her hand and said, "It's me silly.
Amanda!"

Mrs. Krupnik had worked her granny magic and had pulled
Amanda out of her shell. It was amazing what a bath and a
hot cup of chocolate could do. We bantered a little with
me saying it couldn't be her and she insisting it was
until she broke down into a fit of giggles. Mrs. Krupnik
smiled, but you could tell there was a lot of sorrow
behind her eyes.

She kissed Amanda good by as I carried her out to my car
and strapped her in to the back seat. Then, we headed off
for McDonald's. It was while we were sitting there that I
realized I didn't know what to do with her. Where was I
supposed to take her. It was almost eight by the time we
got back to Juvie and everyone was gone except for the
janitors.

I looked through everyone's roll-a-dexes until I found
one that held the phone number for the head of the Family
Services part of the unit and I called her up. She wasn't
too happy to be disturbed at home, and her answers were
curt. She told me I had to take her to Juvenile Hall, a
detention style dormitory. I told her that Amanda wasn't
a criminal and that I didn't think she should go there. I
was told that it was too late to get anyone at Social
Services and that my only other choice was to put her up
with someone until Monday morning.

I sighed and thanked her. I sat at my desk and stared at
Amanda, who stared back at me. Her lips quivered as she
fought off the tears. She was well aware of what I'd been
talking about. I reached over and took her into my arms
and held her. She cried into my shoulder for about five
minutes. A lot of pain and suffering came out with her
tears and I felt a few tears run down my own cheeks. Her
little body was wracked with sobs as she let it all out.
She knew her mother was gone and wouldn't be coming back.
She was all alone in the world and now I was trying to
get rid of her.

I held her out at arms length and asked if she wanted to
go to her grandparent's house and she told me she didn't
have any. I imagined that all ties had been severed
between Elizabeth and her parents. I called my father who
was on desk duty at the city precinct and had him look up
Elizabeth Blessing in the system and asked that he find
her parent's number. He read off an address and a number.

I thanked him and told him I'd be over to watch the game
on Sunday. We parted with him giving me another shot at
being on probation and I promised myself I would take all
his money the next time we played poker together. He was
an awful card player. I called the number and got a
disconnect message. I tried information for the city and
got no listing. I asked information to try all
surrounding towns and still had no luck.

Apparently they had moved away or no longer had a phone.
I pondered my plight and then made the worst decision
possible. I took her home with me. I lived on the second
floor of a singles complex in the foothills. It had a
great view of the mountains and of the ocean. There was
an Olympic sized pool; a workout room; a sauna; and a
large spa-jacuzzi tub that held eight people.

Half the residents lived up to the singles profile and
the other half tried to. I met a couple of girls I knew
as we walked up to my apartment and they stopped to coo
over Amanda. One said I was picking them young nowadays
and we all laughed. Amanda had withdrawn again and hid
halfway behind my pants legs. I was reminded to hide her
from management since no kids were allowed, but I told
them she was only staying through the weekend.

We walked into my hovel and I realized what a mess it
was. I sat her down in front of the television and she
was quickly hypnotized by the Disney channel. I went
about straightening up and fixed up the guest bed. It was
nearly ten o'clock and I figured it was time for her to
hit the sack.

She protested a little, but I said she could watch
television all day the next day and she went off to use
the bathroom. She called to me from the john and asked
what she was going to sleep in. I went into my room and
rummaged around for something. I found a police academy
tee shirt, which no longer fit, and I brought it to her.
I came up short as I entered the bathroom. Amanda had
taken off her clothes and was standing naked in front of
me. Her little body showed no hint of womanhood except
for her bulging labia. She had the type of cunt where it
looks like the girl is trying to smuggle a hot dog bun by
shoving it inside the crotch of her pants.

I had to tear my eyes away from the sight and I handed
her the shirt, which she slipped on. It came down past
her knees and made the perfect nightshirt. The neck hole
was a little big and slipped over one of her shoulders.
My cock was lurching all over the place. I couldn't
believe how her nakedness had aroused me. And now, she
was achieving that look that a lot of women tried to
affect by stretching the neck of their shirts over a
shoulder, and it was by accident.

I looked up into those blueberry eyes and saw something
pass behind them. She asked about brushing her teeth and
I pulled out one of the spare toothbrushes I kept for
those surprise overnight guests that I often had. I
watched her brush her teeth. She splattered drops of
paste all over my mirror and she worked up a head of foam
that a rabid dog would have envied.

She finally rinsed and made a big production of spitting.
I took her hand and led her to the spare room. I tucked
her in and kissed her on the forehead. I left the door
open at her request and went to get a beer. I sat down
and watched the evening news. There was no mention of her
mother.

I stripped down and showered and walked naked to my room
where I snuggled in under the covers. I fell asleep as
soon as my head hit the pillow. Sometime during the
night, something woke me up. I lie with my eyes closed
and listened. There was the soft susurration of a child
sniffling nearby. I opened my eyes and I could make out
Amanda's silhouette close to my head. I got up on an
elbow and turned on the bedside lamp. She stood there and
wrung the hem of her nightshirt as she silently cried.

"What's wrong, sweetie?" I asked her in a croaky sleep
ridden voice.

"I'm scared," she sobbed. "I miss my mommy!"

"I know, sweetie," I said, but was at a loss at what to
do.

"Can I sleep with you?" She asked and I moved over so she
could climb in besides me.

She snuggled her little rear end into my stomach and it
was then I realized that I was naked in bed with a little
girl. I felt my cock twitch and chastised myself for my
thoughts. I reached across her and turned off the lamp. I
was never one for cuddling, but the warmth of her little
body felt natural and I settled in and fell asleep. The
dreams came then. I always dreamt about my cases; not
about the crime itself, but the people involved always
had bit parts in my dreams. This night I dreamed about
Amanda and Elizabeth.

It was a sex dream and their faces and bodies kept
morphing into one another. I was dreaming about fucking
Elizabeth when my dream self looked down and saw that it
was Amanda that was lying beneath him. My dream self had
been shocked so badly that it had actually woken me up.

At first I thought I was still dreaming because I was
still feeling the pleasure of my cock sliding in and out.
I looked down and stared in shock. Amanda was sitting up
in bed and her little hands were stroking up and down on
my engorged cock. I opened my mouth to say something just
as the first shots of cum came flying out of my cock. I
shuddered as my orgasm rolled over me and I heard Amanda
giggle. He tiny hands continued to manipulate my cock and
she milked me dry. She had done this before.

"You look funny," she said as I unscrewed my face from
its grimace of ecstasy.

"Yeah? Well, you'd look funny too if you woke up to a
little five year old girl jacking you off," I said before
I realized I was talking to a child.

"I'm six," she whined at me.

"Okay, okay. You're six," I told her and pulled her up
and away from my cock.

"Amanda, why did you do that?" I asked her.

I reached into the bed side table and brought out a
tissue to clean myself off. Amanda hadn't answered and
when I looked up she was looking at me with a pout. My
tone had upset her.

"I'm not angry, Amanda. I just want to know why you did
that to me," I told her with a fake smile plastered to my
face.

She saw through me and grudgingly answered, "I woke up
and your peepee was pushing against me. I knew what it
wanted and I just did what mommy showed me to do."

"Your mother showed you how to do that?" I asked
incredulously.

"Uh hun!" Amanda said and nodded up and down. "She said I
could help her make lots and lots of money if I helped
her do her job."

"Did you do this very often, Amanda?" I asked and tried
to keep the horror out of my voice.

"Yes," she answered simply.

"How often did you do it? Do you remember?" I asked her.
My curiosity was piqued now.

"Lots," she said, "mommy would have men drive to that
road where you were today and they would get naked and
give her a lot of money so that I would play with their
peepees."

I swallowed the lump in my throat before asking my next
question, "Is that all you would do. Play with their
peepees like you did with mine?"

"Mommy has me do a lot of things. Sometimes I lick their
peepees and then suck on them like a popsicle. And mommy
sometimes let them put their peepees in my butt."

She giggled when she said the 'B' word. I couldn't
believe what I was hearing and I was speechless. I just
stared at her and I guess she thought she was supposed to
go on because she resumed her narrative.

"The first time it hurt a lot and I cried, but the next
times it wasn't so bad, except when someone was a meanie
and would push really hard. Then mommy would make them
stop, but a couple of times the man hit mommy and kept on
hurting me. Then I would cry."

I gathered her into my arms and held her tight. I
couldn't believe what this little girl had been through.
Well actually, I could, because I'd heard it all before,
but I hadn't been involved in those cases. I held her and
then a realization came over me. I was hard as a post.
Even after just having shot my load, her descriptions had
made my cock come back up to attention. I was disgusted
with myself. Amanda snuggled back into my chest and soon
she was snoring quietly once again. It took me a long
time to fall back asleep and when I did I dreamt of
little girls sucking my cock and impaling themselves on
it.

I awoke the next morning to the sound of a toilet
flushing and I realized I was alone in bed. A moment
later, a small bundle of energy came rocketing back into
the room and jumped onto the bed. I pretended to be
asleep and she shook me to wake me up, but I didn't
respond. She giggled and kept on shaking me, but I still
played possum. She reached up and tried to prop open an
eyelid, but gave up on that. I thought she'd given up and
was about to sit up and go 'booh' when I felt a hand run
along the length of my morning hard on.

I don't know why, but I just lie there and let her
continue. I told myself I just wanted to see what she was
going to do, but deep in the back of my mind I knew there
was more to it. I felt the sheet being pushed aside and
felt the cool air as my body was uncovered.

Her tiny fingers brushed against my balls and I heard a
subdued giggle as my cock bounced up and down in
response. The tiny fingers traced their way up the bottom
side of my cock and I sucked in my breath as they reached
the swollen and sensitive head. I felt her fingers linger
at the small opening in its tip and I knew she was
playing with the precum that had started to ooze out.

I opened my eyes finally and watched her for a minute as
she closely inspected my cock. It was as though she'd
never seen one before and I wondered at her curiosity.

"Amanda," I said and her head snapped up to look at me.
She brought her fingers up to her mouth in surprise and
my cock lurched as I thought about the fact that my
precum was on those fingers. "What are you doing?" I
asked.

"I... I never saw a peepee in the light before," she told
me and turned back to my swollen cock.

I gasped as her fingers went back to their investigating.
She grasped my cock in one hand; her little hand unable
to go all the way round and she slowly stroked it up and
down and watched as my prepuce slid up and down. In my
swollen state, it didn't cover the entire head but only
slid up far enough that a small portion of the pink head
poked out. Amanda thought that was funny and continued to
play the game of hide and seek.

She was quickly driving me to the edge once again. She
finally tired of doing that and bent down to study my
balls. She fondled them gently; hefting them and rolling
them around in her small fingers. Her hands grasped my
cock once again and I watched as she stuck out her tongue
and touched the end of my cock. My breath caught in my
throat and held there.

She pulled away and a strand of precum stretched away
from my cock slit. It stretched for about four inches
before breaking. She rolled her tongue around in her
mouth as she tested the taste and then leaned back down
and took a bigger lick. I groaned and let out the breath
I had been holding.

Amanda looked up at me and smiled. She opened her mouth
wide and slowly lowered it onto my cock. My eyes must
have reflected my surprise at her actions because she
pulled her mouth away and laughed at me and said I looked
funny and opened her eyes wide in imitation. I wanted to
grab her by the back of the head and push her down onto
my throbbing member, but I fought the urge and smiled at
her.

I didn't have long to wait as she bent down again and
took me into her oven of a mouth. Her mouth was hot,
moist, and tight. She wiggled her tongue along the
underside of the glans, but there wasn't enough room to
make much of an impact. It was okay though because I was
aroused beyond belief.

Her every move took my breath away. I was like a young
teen again; enjoying my first blow job from Debbie
Anderson. But, Amanda was more experienced. She started
slowly moving her head up and down and fondled my balls
as she did it. Spit drooled down the sides of my cock as
she kept her mouth well lubricated.

My breathing was in concert with her up and down strokes
and I felt it quicken as her head began to bob up and
down faster and faster. She looked up at me with those
big blueberry eyes and that was the last straw. I grunted
loudly and felt the first splash of cum hit the back of
her throat. She was making shallower moves now as she
tried to accommodate all of my cum. I saw bubbles of
diluted cum ooze out the corners of her mouth as I
continued to unload into her.

I sighed loudly as my head fell back onto the pillow and
I felt all the strength pour out of my body. Amanda
stopped ministering to my cock as she felt it begin to
soften and moved up to kneel next to my head. I looked up
at her and saw a gooey mass of cum and spit dripping off
of her chin and onto her naked little chest. I didn't
know when she had taken off the tee shirt, but she was
sitting there naked and I saw that one of her hands was
busy rubbing at her puffy cunt.

"I wanna..." she started to say, but stopped.

"What do you want, sweetie?" I asked her and she lifted a
leg and straddled my neck.

"I want you to lick my peepee," she whispered shyly.

I must of had a very stunned expression on my face,
because she began to pout.

"A lot of the men do it and it feels really good," she
told me.

I placed a hand on either of her butt cheeks and pushed
her up and onto my face. Her adult sized cunt slid across
my chin and settled onto my mouth. Her cunt was extremely
fleshy and it splayed across my lips. I pushed my tongue
up through my lips and up through hers. I moved it around
as I searched for her tender spots. I managed to push
past her outer lips and I lapped at her labia minorus.

I pushed in deeper and found the opening to her vulva. I
formed my tongue into a roll and pressed it in as deep as
possible. I found no barrier and wondered if it was only
her ass that had been fucked. I stroked my tongue in and
out of her for a while and then withdrew it and went in
search of her tiny clitoris. I found it easily and it
wasn't as small as I had expected. It matched the size of
her cunt and I licked and prodded it much to her delight.

Her little frame jerked around on my face as I worked at
her clit and she giggled in delight. I kept it up for a
few minutes and suddenly I heard her gasp and her body
trembled a little as her hands tangled in my hair as she
sought some support. She gave a big sigh and got off of
my probing tongue. She laid down next to me and nestled
into the crook of my arm. We lie like that for a long
time until my dazed mind cleared and I started thinking
about what I'd just done.

A myriad of emotions ran through my body - disgust,
shame, guilt, and yes arousal. I was at a loss as to what
I was supposed to do now. What if she told someone what
we did. My probation would seem like a trip to Disneyland
compared to what would await me then. I jumped as the
phone rang next to the bed and I reached for it.

"Detective Madison?" The familiar voice asked.

"Yes?" I responded as I tried to place the voice.

"This is Mrs. Buteau. I was just calling to find out what
you were doing with the child?"

Buteau was the head of Family Services and the woman I'd
called the previous evening. The first thought through my
mind was 'how did they find out already', but then I
realized there was no way they could and knew she was
just inquiring.

"She's in the other room sleeping as we speak," I told
her and tried to keep my voice even.

"Didn't want to take her to Juvenile Hall, huhn?" She
asked rhetorically. "You know, you shouldn't get too
attached to these kids. It's only going to make you feel
worse in the end. I'll see you on Monday, detective," She
added and hung up before I could reply.

I looked down at the tiny form next to me and she looked
back with those big blue eyes. Damn, I was going to hell.

"I'm hungry," a small voice said from about the area of
my arm pit.

I glanced at the bed side clock and saw that it was
almost nine. I pulled her along with me as I climbed out
of bed and set her down on the floor. She watched as I
looked for a pair of pajamas bottoms to wear, but I
couldn't find any. I hadn't worn any in ages. I usually
just went around in boxers until I had to get dressed. I
finally settled on a pair of sweat pants and then we
ambled into the kitchen.

"What do you usually eat?" I asked her as I counted out
teaspoons of coffee grounds into the Mr. Coffee filter.

Getting no answer, I looked around at her and found her
sitting at the kitchen table. I could only see her head
above the table top.

"Well?" I asked and she made a move that I interpreted as
a shrug.

I went into the living room and came back with the white
and yellow pages of the L.A. phone book. I picked her up
and then sat her back down on top of them. She was almost
eight inches taller now. She looked at me with a wide
grin on her face. I had a feeling that anything I did for
her would be seen as a novel experience. She'd probably
spent her life living in cheap motels, cars, and even
alleyways. Being treated as a child of six would seem
like a fairy tale to her. I scoured my kitchen cabinets
hoping that some magic elf had hidden breakfast items
there. I opened the fridge and found a half carton of
eggs.

"God bless you, mom," I said to myself as I remembered
how she'd thrust the eggs at me the preceding weekend as
I was leaving my parents house.

She said she was putting my father on a low cholesterol
diet and she wasn't going to serve him eggs anymore. I
told her not to waste her efforts because I knew what he
ate at the station house and she said that he would at
least eat right at home. I found a small skillet and
washed off the dust before cracking a couple eggs into
some oleo. I scrambled them since I didn't have a spatula
to flip them over then added a little salt and pepper.

I shoved a couple pieces of bread under the broiler in
the oven and everything was done at the same time. I
brought the eggs and buttered toast to her and she looked
at me as though I'd just done a magic trick. I was pretty
impressed myself. She tore into the breakfast with the
alacrity of a growing child and I casually sipped my
first cup of coffee. I asked if she wanted more and she
nodded yes so I got up and did it all again. I sat with
my second cup of coffee and watched her repeat her
earlier imitation of a starving nation. She finished with
a burp and giggled as she covered her mouth.

"You want to shower first or second?" I asked her.

"I'm just a little kid," she said looking up at me with a
frown.

"I know," I told her, frowning back.

"Little kids don't take showers," she informed me, "we
take baths."

"Oh!" I said. "Well, we have a problem then, because all
I have is a shower. Haven't you ever taken a shower
before?"

"Yes, but my mommy helped me," she said and I saw her
eyes tear up.

"Come on then," I sighed.

She hopped down off of her elevated perch and grabbed my
hand as we made our way to the bathroom. She watched as I
turned on the water and set the temperature. I slipped
off my sweats and helped her pull the large tee shirt
over her head. She giggled as it got caught in her hair
and we managed to free her before the water went cold. I
got into the shower and reached out to pull her in. I
stood between her and the full force of the shower spray.

I reached for the soap and suddenly realized the
predicament I was in. I didn't use a washcloth; just my
hands. I held the soap out to her and she put her hands
on her hips and gave me an exasperated look. How could a
six year old look like a grown woman. I sighed again and
lathered up my hands. She raised an arm and we started. I
worked down both arms and then did her upper back and
chest. I started from the other end then and she placed a
hand on my shoulder as she lifted a foot for me to wash.
I worked up both legs and then found myself with the task
of washing her little butt and private parts. I sudsed up
again and ran my hand around her little cheeks and then
down between them.

I could feel myself getting hard again. She turned and
presented her fleshy slit to me. I ran the soap between
my hands and then went to work. I tried to be gentle and
told myself it wasn't sexual, but she let out a moan as
my fingers spread her lips and my cock sprung up hard as
a board. I stood up as soon as I finished and turned to
face the spray. I lathered my arms and shoulders and
worked down my chest. I did the front of my legs and then
the backs.

"I can do your back," a little voice said and I turned to
see her shivering behind me.

"I'm sorry, sweetie," I said as I moved her under the
warm water.

"I used to do mommy's back all the time," she informed
me.

I gave her the soap and squatted down with my back to
her. I felt her tiny hands move around my shoulders and
back. It was comforting in a way and a warm glow spread
throughout my body. It didn't last long however as her
little hands ran down to my ass and then I felt her
fingers brush against my asshole. A tingle leapt through
my body then and I stood and turned to take the soap
away, but she had other plans.

Her soapy hands reached up and grasped my half hard cock
and she started washing away. It quickly became a fully
hard cock. She worked the soap into my pubic hair and got
a lot of lather worked up. She gently washed my scrotum
and returned to my fully extended cock. She took great
pains to make sure I was clean and I saw a glimmer in her
eyes. She let the water rinse away the soap and I relaxed
thinking we were all done, but before I could react she
leant forward and took me into her mouth once again.

"Amanda!" I nearly shouted and pushed her away.

"What's wrong?" She asked me with a pout on her lips.

"Why are you doing that?"

"It's all hard again," she replied simply.

"That's okay. It'll go down by itself," I told her and
her brows furrowed again.

I turned her into the water and told her to close her
eyes. I grabbed the shampoo and lathered her hair. Her
wavy hair was straightened by the water and stretched to
the middle of her back. I lathered it generously and then
rinsed it off. I took her place and washed my own hair.

My cock had yet to subside and I could almost feel her
eyes watching it and waiting for it to soften. I rinsed
and looked down. She was in fact looking at my engorged
member and it jerked of its own accord. I saw a small
smile play across her lips. She was a little sexual imp,
and had been raised to think that her role in life was to
pleasure men. I turned off the water and grabbed a fluffy
bath towel. I wrapped her in it and placed her on the
bath math. I grabbed another towel and quickly dried
myself off.

I got out of the shower stall and began rubbing her up
and down with the towel. She giggled in glee as my hands
ran up and down her sides. I finished drying her body and
went for the hair. I realized I was creating a tangled
mass, but didn't know what else I could do. I didn't own
a hair dryer. She sat on the toilet seat, wrapped in a
towel with her birds nest hairdo and watched as I shaved.
I held her up so that she could brush her teeth and then
I did mine.

We went back into the bedroom and she put on yesterday's
clothes as I put on clean jeans and a button down shirt.
I looked at her tangled hair and decided on getting help.
I also realized she still didn't have any shoes.

We went next door to my friend Ann's apartment. I hoped
she was in. Ann was a flight attendant and was often gone
for days at a time. I knocked and her a voice croaked
from within. The bleary eyed brunette cracked the door
open.

"Fuck, Bill. Do you know what time it is?" Ann asked.

"Yeah, it's almost eleven," I answered as though she had
merely been asking for the time.

She growled at me and started closing the door when she
noticed the little waif peering from behind my legs.

"Oh my God! Who's this?" Ann said and squatted down to
Amanda's level.

"What's your name?" Ann asked in a little girl voice.

"Amanda," came the reply. "How come you don't have any
clothes on?"

"Oh, shit!" Ann said looking down at herself. She turned
and ran into her bedroom.

I led Amanda into her living room and we sat to wait. Ann
came out a few minutes later wearing a nightgown and her
hair was brushed.

"There! That's better," she said and stuck her tongue out
at me as I waggled my eyebrows.

She looked down at Amanda again and I saw a quizzical
expression cross her face.

"What have you done to this little girl's hair?" Ann said
as she squatted once again and held out strands of
tangled blonde tresses.

"Come on," she told Amanda and they both disappeared into
the bathroom.

I went into the kitchenette and started coffee as the
sound of running water could be heard from the bathroom.
The coffee was perking as the sound of a hair dryer came
on. I was pouring myself a cup when they came back into
the living room. I handed Ann a cup of black coffee as I
surveyed the repair work she had done. Not only has she
re-washed and blown Mandie's hair dry, but she had made a
couple of braids with the hair at the front of her head
and brought them back and tied them together to hold down
the giant mop of hair. She was as cute as a button and
she knew it. Her face was lit up like a Christmas tree.
She held Ann's hand and beamed up at her.

"Thanks," I told Ann.

"That's okay," she said and crinkled her nose, "you'll
pay me back."

There was no mistaking the innuendo and even Amanda
understood what Ann meant. She pulled her hand away and
gave Ann a glaring look. Ann looked up at me and raised
her eyebrows.

"Looks like someone's claimed her territory," Ann said.

Amanda came to stand next to me and reached up for my
hand. I looked at Ann and shook my head in wonder. I
thanked her for the help and the coffee and we left her
apartment to go in search of little girl shoes. We drove
to the nearest mall and we went in so that Amanda could
demonstrate that shopping was indeed a genetic trait. She
tried on a dozen pair of shoes before settling on a small
pair of sandals and some red sneakers.

With the help of a teenaged wait person, I bought some
small panties and tee shirts then I got a pair of tiny
jeans, some pull over shirts, and a pretty little blue
dress. Amanda was in heaven. It was like Christmas for
her. We stopped at McDonald's once again and she got a
kiddy meal with some toy from the movie Atlantis. I
sucked down a coke and munched on a burger and fries as I
listened to her go on and on about the clothes we had
just bought.

She told me how they usually got her clothes at Goodwill
and how she normally only got one thing at a time. She
said she hadn't had a pair of shoes for a long time and
she had had only one dress before. I remembered the dirt
gray smock I had found her in and I shuddered inside.
This girl had never had a childhood. I made up my mind
right then and we left the restaurant and headed for
Anaheim. I heard a giant gasp and looked over to see a
wide eyed Amanda staring at the gates of Disneyland as we
drove into the parking lot.

"Are... are we going in there?" She asked in a tiny voice
as though expecting to be told no.

"Sure," I told her, "don't' you want to go?"

"Oh, yes!" She said, sounding like Shirley Temple.

I looked down at her with a smile and found her with
tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Hey, hey!" I said. "What's this all about?"

She looked at me and beamed through her tears.

"I always wanted to go here," she burbled.

I dried her tears with the sleeve of my shirt and grabbed
her little hand. She skipped along beside me as we walked
the half mile to the entrance where I spent a weeks pay
to be admitted. We stopped after passing through and she
stared about her in wonder.

"Oh, my!" She said, sounding even more like Shirley
Temple.

"What do you want to do first?" I asked her and she
pointed over to where a giant mouse was shaking hands
with a group of little kids, who were all wearing
identical tee shirts.

We ambled over and stood next to the other kids. The
mouse worked his way down the line and finally got to
Amanda.

"Hello, little girl," the voice said from within. "What's
your name?"

"Amanda," came the half whispered reply.

"Hello, Amanda," the voice said in a fair impression of
the TV mouse. "I hope you have a good time at
Disneyland."

The mouse walked away and Amanda stared after it.

"Gosh!" She said and looked at her hand and then up at me
with big round blueberry eyes. "I just shook Mickey's
hand."

"Yes, you did," I said and tried not to laugh.

We spent the afternoon and evening standing in line for
the rides, which I had to accompany her on since she
never seemed to come up to the plywood figure's hand
saying she had to be 'that tall' to ride alone. We did
the mountain and the log rides, then went over to the
small world and those damn pirates. Then we went into a
submarine and saw the undersea world and then rode in a
jalopy that straddled a metal track. She had cotton candy
and a candied apple and numerous glasses of lemonade.

We stood in line at restrooms and occasionally I would
sneak her into the men's room so that we didn't have to
wait so long. By the time the electric light parade came
on she was getting drowsy and soon her little head lie on
my shoulder and an arm draped around my neck. We followed
the rest of the crowd as we imitated Moses and his
people.

The exodus continued into the streets and it was past
midnight before we got back to my place. She was barely
awake as I stripped off her clothes and pulled on the
oversized tee shirt. I took her to the bathroom and
listened to the tinkle as she went one more time. Then I
placed her in bed and tucked her in. I went out to the
living room and sat in front of the tube with a beer in
my hand.

I had dozed off watching some old gangster flick when a
yell brought me back.

"Mommeee!"

I got up and ran into the bedroom to find Amanda sitting
up and crying. I wrapped her in my arms and rocked her
back and forth.

"What's wrong, honey?" I asked as I looked down into her
tear stained face.

"My tummy hurts," she told me.

"Do you need to use the bathroom?" I asked her at a loss
as to what I was supposed to do.

"I don't know," she said and I picked her up and carried
her into the bathroom and sat her down on the commode.

She sat there and moaned and I looked on helplessly. I
realized I had overindulged her and now we were paying
the price. I got a bright idea and I looked in my
medicine cabinet for some Alka-seltzer. I made the fizzy
concoction and offered it to her, but she took one whiff
and pushed my hand away. I told her to try and drink some
and she got down two mouthfuls before she gagged on the
third and vomited all over my bare feet. She gave out a
big burp as I was washing her down and I jumped back just
in case.

"I feel better now," she told me and I wished I could say
the same.

She brushed her teeth and went back to bed as I cleaned
up the bathroom. I joined her in bed when I finished and
realized we were both naked. She snuggled back into me
and I felt my cock stir. I tried to think of something to
take my mind off of sex and her vomiting seemed to do the
trick. I fell asleep with my arms wrapped around her.

I dreamed again that night; and it was about sex. This
time, I only dreamed of Amanda. She had a woman's body
with large breasts and hair on her pubis, but her face
was still that of a child. She had hair that went down to
the floor and her cunt was like a living thing as it
reached out and swallowed me whole. I dreamed that I was
drowning in her juices and had to hold on to her head
sized clit so that I wouldn't be pulled into her pool
sized cunt.

I woke with a start and looked down to see Amanda still
cradled in my arms. She snored lightly and her eyelids
jerked about as she went through her own REM phase. I
looked over my shoulder at the clock and it was only
three am. I lay my head back down and fell into a deep
sleep. There were no more dreams.

I woke in the morning and found the bed moving. I felt a
tight warmth around my cock and my first thought was that
she was sucking me off again. I realized then that I was
making the bed move as my hips thrust back and forth. I
heard a low grunt and looked down in horror as I realized
that my thick cock was sawing in and out of Amanda's ass.
I stopped suddenly and Amanda peered back over her
shoulder at me.

"Don't stop," she said.

"This isn't right," I whispered and pulled out of her.

My cock came out with an audible plop. Amanda turned to
face me. She had a strange look on her face.

"Why did you do that?" She asked.

I could tell she was confused. No man had ever not wanted
to fuck her there.

"It's not right, Amanda. A grown man shouldn't do that to
little girls. I'm sorry I did that, but I was asleep."

"I did it," she whispered.

"You did it?" I asked confused.

"Yes," she said, "I woke up and your peepee was big and
hard again and I know you didn't want me to put it in my
mouth again so it put it in my butt."

I opened my mouth to respond and then shut it again. I
didn't know what to say. I pushed up onto an elbow and
looked down at her.

"Amanda," I began and chose my words carefully. "What
your mother had you do to all those men, and what we've
done the last couple of days aren't things that men
should do with little girls."

"Why?" She asked.

"Because, little girls could get hurt and grown men
shouldn't take advantage of little girls and society says
that we aren't supposed to do those things. Not until you
are a big girl."

"Who is 'ciatee'?" She asked me.

"Society is the word we use when we want to describe all
the people in the world with one word," I told her.

"All the people in the world said that men can't do that
with little girls?" She asked and I could tell she wasn't
buying into that explanation.

I stared at her and tried to think of something else to
say.

"What if the little girl likes it?" She said.

I was lost. I had no answer for that.

"Didn't you say that a lot of men hurt you when they put
their uh... peepees in your butt?" I asked her.

"Sometimes," she said.

"Well," I said, "that's why society says we shouldn't do
those things to little girls until they are old enough
that it doesn't hurt them or until they are old enough to
tell the man that they don't want to do those things."

"But, I can tell you if I don't want to do it," she
argued.

"Yes, but if I was a bad man you wouldn't be able to stop
me would you?" I asked her.

She thought about the logic of my question and then
rebutted.

"A lot of times, men did things to mommy that she didn't
want them to do, but they didn't stop even though she was
a grown up."

Her logic was impeccable. I didn't know how to continue.

"Does that mean you won't lick my peepee anymore?" She
asked me and pouted.

I fell back onto my pillow and groaned. No wonder I had
never joined the debate team.

"Amanda," I said after a while as I stared up at the
ceiling.

She scooted up so that she could look down into my face
and long tendrils of her hair fell forward and caressed
my cheeks. I could see her looking down at me as she
waited for the next words out of my mouth.

"Can you keep a promise?" I asked her.

"Un huhn," she nodded.

"I want you to promise me that you'll never do those
things with a man again. Not until you're a big girl."

She frowned and pursed her small mouth.

"Never ever?" She asked.

"Never ever," I repeated.

"Not even with you?" She asked.

I went to reply, but the words stuck in my throat.

"I'll promise if you promise that we can still do those
things," she said before I could find my voice.

This kid was going to be a lawyer. I just knew it.

"Uh," was all I could manage before the phone interrupted
our negotiations.

I sat up and picked up the phone.

"Hello!" I sang out.

"Billy," I heard my mother's voice say, "when you come
over today, please stop a Fagioli's and pick up some of
that ricotta cheese you like so much. I'm going to make
lasagna for dinner."

"Okay, mom," I said.

"When will you be over?" She asked.

"Probably around noontime," I told her.

"Okay. See you then," she said and was about to hang up
when I spoke out again.

"Mom!" I said loudly so that she would hear.

She brought the phone back to her ear and asked what I
wanted.

"I'm going to be bringing someone over. I just wanted to
let you know," I told her.

"Is it a girl?" She asked with that ever hopeful motherly
voice.

"Yes," I told her, "it's a girl."

"Someone special?" She pressed.

"Yes," I told her, "It's someone special."

"Is it that Ann girl?" My mother asked. She wasn't too
fond of Ann and her braless ways.

"No," I told her with a smile in my voice. "Her name is
Amanda and she's six years old."

"Oh my!" My mother said. "Is it that little girl who lost
her mother. You're father was telling me about her."

"That's right, mom," I replied as I stared down into
Amanda's eyes. "And, please don't bring up that part,
okay?"

"Okay, dear. I'll see you soon," she said and hung up.

I slid back down into bed and said, "Now. Where were we?"

Amanda had straddled my waist while I was on the phone
and now she scooted back a little and I felt my hard cock
press up against her little butt cheeks. She kept her
eyes fixed on mine as she rose up slightly and reached
behind her. I felt the head of my cock press against
something spongy and then something stretched around my
cock head. I saw her chew her bottom lip in concentration
as my cock slowly slid into her impossibly tight rectum.

"Dear God!" I muttered and felt my eyelids flutter as I
succumbed to the impossible ecstasy of my large cock
sliding into her very tight opening.

She sat on my cock for a minute as she adjusted to my
size. I could feel my cock throb and jerk as it enjoyed
its captivity. She moved slightly and pulled up a few
inches and then pushed back down. She did it again and
then again. I felt my cock slide in and out and held on
to her hips so that my hands would have something to do.

She continued to slowly pump her ass on my shaft until
she had loosened as much as she was going to. It was the
tightest feeling I'd ever had. The sensation of her anal
chute sliding up and down my cock shaft was exquisite.
She was making full strokes now and would rise up until
only my cock head was in her and then she would slide
down and engulf five or six inches of my cock.

I looked up into her eyes and found them glowing. She
actually enjoyed what she was doing. Her motions began to
increase and I felt my scrotum pull up into my groin. I
stared into her dark blue eyes as she concentrated on her
actions. Her motions were intent and she knew what she
was doing. I felt the surge in my loins and suddenly I
was assailed by my orgasm.

My back arched as my nerves electrified my body. My cock
spurted jet after jet of cum into her tight little ass. I
saw stars explode inside my eyelids and I thought I was
going to pass out. My toes curled up and I worried that
they would cramp. I held my breath and it whooshed out of
me as my body finally relaxed. It had been as intense an
orgasm as I'd ever had.

I opened my eyes and looked at my diminutive lover. She
stared back at me as though she was absorbing my
emotions. I realized then what this meant to her. It was
probably the only caring emotion she was ever shown. I
grasped her ass cheeks and slowly pulled her off of my
deflating cock. It fell out of her rectum and fell along
my thigh with a gentle, moist splat. I pulled her up my
body and she helped me as she realized what I was about
to do.

Her swollen woman sized cunt flowered before my eyes and
I pushed my tongue out to caress it. I heard Amanda moan
as I passed my tongue over her swollen clit. I found it
remarkable that this little urchin could produce those
juices and I lapped them up eagerly. I alternated between
driving my tongue in and out of her vulva and sliding it
up and down between her labia.

She would moan every time I pressed past her pleasure
button and she started moving her groin back and forth
showing me what she liked best. I concentrated on her
clitoris and she was soon moaning and shuddering in
sexual ecstasy. She fell to the side finally and we both
lie there and basked in our euphoria.

"I promise," she whispered a few minutes later and she
snuggled into my body.

I didn't know which promise she had just made, but at the
moment I didn't care. My thoughts turned to Monday and I
wondered what I could do to keep her with me - forever. I
was falling in love with this little six year old and I
didn't know if it was the love for a child or the love
for a lover. I would have to work that out later. For
now, I had to get her ready to meet my mother. Not an
easy task at any time, but I imagined it would be an
especially hard one for a recently orphaned child, who
was probably wondering what was to become of her.

My mother was an extremely gregarious woman who felt like
she had to take everyone under her wing. I carried Amanda
into the bathroom where we both faced the task of getting
her washed without making a shambles of her hairs. I
decided to let it dry naturally and just wrapped a towel
around it as we both went into the kitchen so that I
could scramble her some more eggs. We finished our
respective breakfasts and I put her plate and my cup into
the washer and took her into the bedroom to get dressed.
Her hair was drying slowly and I thought of going next
door again, but decided against it. I dressed Amanda in
her new dress and she twirled around in glee.

She skipped along besides me as we made our way up the
walk way that led to my parent's house. I carried the bag
with the cheese in it and Amanda carried a small bouquet
of flowers she'd picked out. The door burst open as we
stepped up onto the porch and my mother flung herself at
Amanda. Amanda went rigid under the onslaught and cringed
as my mother hugged her and cooed over her.

"You poor baby!" My mother wailed, forgetting her promise
not to bring up the recent tragedy.

Amanda bore up under the overbearance and then clutched
my arm once my mother released her. We followed the wild
woman into the house and I saw my father ensconced in
front of the television set. He looked up from whatever
he was watching and caught sight of Amanda. He looked up
at me and shook his head in exasperation.

Amanda saw my father and squeezed herself behind my legs.
I felt her tugging on my hand and I looked down at her.
She crooked a finger at me and I leaned down to hear what
she had to say.

"He was one of the men," she whispered.

My head snapped up as though I'd been kicked in the face.
I turned and looked over at my father and could see the
recognition dawn on his face. He looked up at me with a
shocked expression and I could see the color rise in his
face. He looked away from me then and took a deep swallow
of beer. He got up off of his lounge chair and pushed
pass me as he went through into the kitchen and out into
the garage.

I watched my mother stare at his back as he passed by her
and then she looked over at me with a quizzical
expression. I shrugged my shoulders and she went back to
working on her lasagna.

I squatted down again and whispered to Amanda.

"What did he do? Did he hurt you?"

"No," she shook her head. "He just liked it when I put
his thing in my mouth. Sometimes he would put his thing
in mommy's peepee and then put it in my mouth, but he
never hurt me like some of the bad men. He even brought
me that dress I used to have."

I stared past her at the door that led out into the
garage. I was trying to figure out what I should do next.

"He's your daddy?" She asked suddenly as it dawned on her
that we were caught up in a strange predicament.

"Yes, sweetie," I told her as I looked down into her big
blue eyes, "he's my father."

"I won't tell anybody," she said as she looked up at me
hoping that that would make everything all right.

I felt myself tear up as I hugged her to me. I looked up
and could see my mother watching us. She had a frown on
her face and a sad tilt to her mouth. The look changed to
one of tenderness as she saw Amanda wrap her arms around
my neck.

I took her into the living room and put her in my
father's chair. I tuned the set to a kids channel and
told her I'd be back shortly. I walked into the kitchen
and my mother gave me a hug then slapped my hand away as
I reached for a piece to cheese. I smiled at her and
turned to the garage door. I steeled myself and went
through it. I found my father standing at his workbench.
He was leaning on it with both arms outstretched like a
runner trying to catch his breath.

"Dad?" I asked.

My father turned to me and I saw the tears cascading down
his cheeks. His mouth worked as he tried to say
something, but nothing came out. I felt myself choke up
and I stood there helplessly and watched my father
torture himself with his thoughts. I finally moved up
behind him and placed a hand on his bowed back.

"It's okay, dad," I whispered. "I understand."

He looked up and his tear filled eyes searched my face.

"It... it... just happened," he said hoarsely. "Your mom
was going through the change, you know. And, she wouldn't
let me touch her. I... I... needed something. They
brought in this hooker during a sweep one night and she
was so pretty. I... I... found out where she worked and
one night I went by there and saw her. She had me drive
to this dirt road and said I could have a special treat
for an extra twenty bucks. Then this little girl came out
of the bushes. I... I... I don't know why, but I just had
to have her."

He broke down into sobs again and I put an arm around his
shoulders. He took in a deep breath and pulled out a
handkerchief to wipe at his eyes. He turned away quickly
as my mother opened the door.

"You men going to be out there all day?" She asked in
innocence.

"We'll be in soon, Mom," I said over my shoulder. "We're
just talking about work."

"You boys should leave that stuff at the office. Bring
some more beer in when you come in. There's only a couple
left in the fridge."

"Okay, Mom," I said and smiled at her.

She closed the door and my father turned back to look at
me.

"I... I... don't know if I can face your mother," he said
as he stared at the door. "And... and that little girl in
there. What if she says something? I don't know what I
would do."

I felt the panic in his voice. I knew how he felt.

"She won't say anything, dad. Come on, we can't stay in
here all day. Then, you'd really have mom wondering."

He nodded his head and then went and grabbed a six pack
of beer off one of the storage shelves. He straightened
his back and steeled himself then lead me back into the
house.


The End

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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not "real life." Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a
fellow convict in their local prison.
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Kristen's collection - Directory 23


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Anonymous 21/02/06(Sat)18:10 No. 27176

>>25782
I read the discri[tion wrong at first and looked up this story but it's the wrong one. I bet someone will like it though so I'll post it anyways.


My One True Love
[ tg/b, 1st, hj, anal, inc, aunt, neph, ped ]
by Damien

damien78x@yahoo.com

Published: 1-Aug-2013

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My aunt, at the age of 31, was killed in an airplane crash when I was 11 years old. She was very pretty with an athletic body, long brown hair, hazel eyes and stood about 5ft 7in. She had a great sense of humor, always being funny and also was adventurous. She loved to travel, spending most of her time in the wilderness, hiking and camping. When she was home, she would always buy me things and take me places. Well that year, she gave me camping and hiking gear for my 10th birthday and about a week later, we went.

We drove to Pike National Forest in Colorado, got our things together, then hiked for 2 miles. We came to an open area and the view was beautiful. I could see miles and miles of mountain. It was exciting. We then hiked roughly 2 more miles to an old campsite. I helped my aunt setup the tent and put out our sleeping bags. I then gathered dry twigs and placed them into the fire pit, while she got our fishing poles ready.

She then took me to a stream and we fished for a couple hours. After cooking and eating the fish we caught, I was real tired, so I went to sleep. It was still daylight out, so my aunt didn't, instead she got things ready for tomorrow. I woke up cold and noticed it was night time. I tried warming up and going back to sleep, but couldn't stop trembling. I woke my aunt up and asked if I could sleep in her bag with her. As she said sure, I got out of mine and in with her.

We laid side by side with her behind me and as she was rubbing her hand up and down my side, trying to warm me up, she realized I was completely naked. She asked why and I told her it was hot when I laid down. She giggled while telling me we were on a mountain, so of course it would get cold especially at night. She pinched my butt and I jumped and giggled. After a few minutes of squirming from her pinching and tickling, I warmed up enough to fall asleep.

I remember turning over onto my back and as I did, I felt my aunt's hand slide off my hip and directly over onto my penis and balls. It startled me. I laid there not knowing what exactly to do. I mean I should've moved her hand away, but this was the first time being touched on my privates by someone other than myself. It felt different as it gave me butterflies in my stomach. My mother used to wash me down there, but I never had that feeling with her. My penis started getting hard under her warm hand and my heart began beating faster as an excited feeling came over me.

As my penis grew, I felt it slide between the crevice of two of her fingers. I couldn't believe how hard my penis became. I never had it to where it was throbbing like it was. I remember thinking how awesome the feeling was. It even had me breathing a bit faster. Suddenly, my aunt grasped around my penis and balls, sending a jolt up my spine and causing me to swallow air. It didn't hurt as she squeezed my penis between her fingers and my balls cup tightly in the palm of her hand. It actually felt amazing and a new feeling came, a much different feeling. My body tensed up and began trembling a little. I then felt my penis swell up and my ball sack tighten. Within seconds, my penis started jumping and it felt like pee was shooting out, but later finding out it was semen. My breathing quickened as this amazing orgasm washed over me.

I felt the liquid running down my balls and suddenly, her hand loosen up and trembled while removing it off me. She whispered my name, but I stayed pretending to be asleep. As the feeling passed, my penis shrunk down and I was able to breathe normally again. My whole body felt tingly afterwards and drained of energy. I was just about to drift off to sleep when I felt my aunt's hand slide over onto my privates. Her touch gave me goose bumps. She slide her hand under my little ball sack, placing it in her palm. She then closed her hand around my penis and sack while also lifting them up. Shortly after, she began rubbing her thumb up and down the top part of my penis, while also using her fingers to massage my balls. It felt amazing as she caressed my private parts.

It took a few seconds, but my penis grew hard and that excited feeling came back again. I began breathing heavily as she continued caressing. She then firmly wrapped a couple fingers and her thumb around my 3 inch penis and began stroking it up and down. My sack tightened and my penis swelled up. She picked up her pace and within seconds, my body went through another amazing orgasm. She kept stroking as my penis continued throbbing in her hand. As the throbbing slowed down, so did she, then eventually releasing it from her grasped. I wanted her to hold me, so I turned onto my side and she pushed herself up behind me. Even though she wore a shirt, I could feel her nice medium size breast pressing up against my back and her hot breath along my neck. I also felt the sleeping bag was all wet as it laid over my hip.

She suddenly reached over me and grabbed something out of her pack. After she got it, she turned away and was doing something as I heard a click, then another. Shortly after, I felt her up against me again, but then also felt cold wet fingers, a couple of them slide between my butt crack. She moved them around till she pressed up against my hole. She then spread my cheeks apart. I was confused why. Even more so, when I felt something else cold and wet, but bigger slide between my cheeks and stopping at my hole. She removed her fingers, then grabbed a hold of my hip.

A second later, I felt pressure against my hole. I can remember asking myself was this big object able to enter my butt and what exactly was it. I knew it wasn't her fingers, one hand was behind me and the other was on my hip, plus this thing was thicker, so it had to be an object she got from her pack. But why put it in my butt. Suddenly, my thought process was halted as the object pushed passed my opening, stretching my hole wide. A sound escaped my mouth as it scared me. My aunt said my name and I answered. She asked if I was okay and I said yeah, but then I asked what and why. All she said was to stay calm and relax and that she will explain it all later and also she promised it will feel amazing. So of course I believed her, she was my aunt and I loved her.

I then felt more pressure and more of the object enter my butt. It felt weird as it continued sliding in me. There was no pain, just a little discomfort as it stretched my hole about 2 inches wide, but it actually felt good. My penis became very hard while it slid further and further up in me. After a few seconds, the object stopped as her bare skin pressed up against my lower back and butt. It was pretty deep, about 6 inches and it actually felt very warm and not cold anymore. It was weird, kind of felt like a big turd that needed to be pushed out. She then slid her hand up to my chest and I held it in mine. I felt her hot breath and moist lips on my neck and shoulder. Suddenly, the object slid out then back in and her and I moaned. I felt it jump inside me and I quickly asked if she had a penis. She hesitated, but then said yes and also repeated that she'll explain later.

I don't know why, but hearing her say yes brought an orgasm to the surface. My penis began throbbing and my hole closed tight around her penis and my body shook. She moaned and as I erupted, she encouraged me to have as many as possible. I grunted and nodded. As I started to relax, she began sliding her penis in and out more quickly. I felt like I had to push and squeeze all the time, it was so uncontrollable, but yet felt so amazing as her penis slid so deep while rubbing against my insides. She thrust hard in me and I erupted with another orgasm. Even though I locked her deep, she kept thrusting against me. It was an all new feeling, a truly amazing feeling. I could barely keep up with my breathing. My butt eventually released it's grip and she was able to stroke herself in and out of me again.

My penis felt awesome as it kept jumping like when I orgasm and same for my butt hole continuing to spasm, but my balls began to ache. I then felt a lot of liquid on my side, my hip and upper thigh that was on the ground. Just as I thought my aunt would never stop, she did, but with one last hard thrust. She let out a loud moan and her penis swelled up and began throbbing in me. Within a second, I felt semen shoot inside me. It was hot and a lot of it. She kissed my neck as her orgasm slowly came down. Even my body began relaxing too.

I remember falling asleep with her penis still inside me and waking up to her sliding it slowly in and out of me. I moaned and she kissed my neck and said good morning. I became hard as she eased herself in and out of my butt. She was so slow and gentle. It was equally amazing to the night before. I began to move my hips with her. She reached around in front of me and began gently stroking my penis. I think she knew I would be sensitive. Several seconds later, I had another orgasm. She kept stroking it and I could feel her hand and my penis get all wet. She then slowly slid her penis real deep and erupted, pouring more semen into me. It was real nice as her penis pulsated as we laid there, but it eventually shrunk out of me.

I suddenly felt like I had to poop. I told her and she helped me to a bush outside, then gave me privacy. It was a bit weird to walk and hard to hold it in. I was a bit sensitive and weak. Well I went and at first, it was mostly air and semen, but then poop shot out. It also felt good to pee and weird how my insides felt empty. I cleaned myself and went back to the tent. My eyes shot wide open when I saw my aunt standing completely naked in front of me. I was speechless. She had a gorgeous body. It was tan, except for the bikini lines. My eyes traveled down to her beautiful pale white breast. She had small pinkish hard nipples and areolas. I continued down passed her flat tan tummy and pale white pelvic area to her privates. She was completely bald and her penis was pale white, except for the head which was pinkish. It was extremely cute as it hung limp a couple inches. Her ball sack was also pale white and didn't hang much. Fact, it was just little bigger than mine was. I went down her long smooth tan legs to her cute feet. My aunt then snapped me out of the awe state I was in by telling me to get dressed.

I couldn't keep my eyes off her while we got dressed. She even had a gorgeous tight ass. It was tan, but as she bent over, I could see the string tan line heading up her crack and around her waist. Well after we got dressed, she cooked us breakfast and explained the whole story to me. She started with when she was little a boy, and that she felt different. As she got older, she began living fully as a girl, and started taking medicine, working her way to be transsexual. She made sure I understood and I did and at age 18, I still do. I even told her, she's a beautiful woman and she smiled.

The thing that prompted me to write this story, was I was on the net searching through a porn site and a girl resembling my aunt almost to a tee came up. Bailey Jay is her name and amazingly, she is also a transsexual. It brought memories rushing back and so I figured I'd share some of them.


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Anonymous 21/02/06(Sat)20:04 No. 27177

>>27036
The Fenix. I wish there was more of this. Great story


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Anonymous 21/02/16(Tue)05:55 No. 27189

What's the character limit on here, anyway?


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Anonymous 21/02/18(Thu)07:44 No. 27193

>>21683
Are there any verbatim lines you can remember, that might be googleable?
These sound interesting.


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YetAnotherAnon 21/04/07(Wed)06:21 No. 27224

Dear fellow Anons,

I am seeking the name of a erotic fiction I read more than a decade ago on a GeoCities website. The story was super long and author released new chapters ever few weeks. Details of what I can remember about the story was that it was about a teenage girl who one day laid jewel encrusted eggs. This lead to her eventual discovery that she was not only adopted, but actually s sort of human-like alien from a parallel world. The story included numerous fetishes and settings and expanded to eventually include fantasy elements, before in latter spoofing Dragon Ball Z. I'm wanting to say the name of the series was something like "The Merklova Saga" but I haven;t been able to find anything searching that name.


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Anonymous 21/05/05(Wed)18:14 No. 27233

I'm looking for a story, I wanna say it's a greentext story. It's about an anon who got a summer job as a swim instructor and slowly found out that it was basically just a sex ring.


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Anonymous 21/05/08(Sat)14:22 No. 27237

Does anyone have the Mg story I think was just called "A start", beginning with a dude babysitting someone and taking a loooong time to fondle her while watching TV?


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centaur from mr. double hst666 21/05/09(Sun)17:57 No. 27240

Does anyone have Centaur's stories from Mr. Double? I have Amy and Marie and primarily want Lisa, although I am interested in his other stories as well.


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Anonymous 21/05/09(Sun)21:28 No. 27241

>>25865
>>25869
Seems only the first few posts were archived there. Does anyone have a full archive of this thread or at least the rest of the chapters?


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Anonymous 21/06/09(Wed)12:12 No. 27267

Probably over 10 years ago, but remember reading a story on here about a guy, grown man with a family, suddenly getting a call where their new neighbours had to go out of town and asked if he could look after their 12yo daughter for a while. He then fucked her over and over and the little girl loved it. At some point her older sister is involved in the pool and sauna, and at the end it got really violent.

I must have read this around ten years ago or more. Maybe 07 or 08, even?


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Anonymous 21/06/22(Tue)00:52 No. 27274

Are we able to post links to other sites? I've got a story I've posted on AO3 since it involves some formatting





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