being a gifted child and gradually becoming a retard due to the giftedness not being cultivated. would have rather been retarded the whole time, desu.

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masturbation is the cause of your failure

>>7347
too real for em

for me it was my own curiousity and the need for knowledge of the inner workings of society, it's true that curiousity kills the cat! Now i'm spinning around on the carousel of life! wherever that might bring me . . .

Was born into a poor family
Had abusive parents
Didn't really leave my room at lot during my home life as a child
Was bullied really badly by the other kids at school
Was a lot smarter than most kids, and so was disruptive in class by being the only one genuinely interested in the subject matter
Was placed jnto special needs education
Segregated from the rest toc the kids at rhe school
Spent recess and lunch inside the same room
Was alone with abusive adults in one room at home, alone with abusive adults in another room at school.
Attempted an hero, so sent to a treatment center for three years
Got out, went to another special needs educational program at high school
This one sent me to local partnered businesses to work for them for free during my school hours
Thai ensured I learned fuck and got a certificate of completion instead of a high-school diploma
Was made to go to a trade school after graduation
Was placed into another special program, so nooed the fuck out of there
Now a drop out, tried in vain to get my first job
Got placed on a public guardian trusteeship, because my life still wasn't FUBAR'd enough
Became a recluse, never leaving my apartment that I was placed in through a public supportive housing program
Lived on the internet from then on, supported by NEETbux, constantly sad.
Missed opportunities, wasted potential.
At middle age I left the place to touch grass and try to get a job, discover my country is meticulously designed to ensure those at rock bottom stay there.
Now I am homeless and still searching for my first job at around 40 years of age. Will welcome any questions.>>7345

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>>7345
I was born wrong. Autistic in a time autism was nearly unknown.
Shouldn't have been born, too. Rainbow child to a pair of lolpoor narcs, passed from divorced parent to divorced parent to other relatives, too smart to keep myself interested in daily affairs, too stupid to live up to that potential, wise enough to believe I'm where I am because of uncontrollable circumstances and shit people, stupid enough to blame myself for not pulling myself by the bootstrap and coming on top, owner not of the coding-genius-autism but of the weird-shit-no-one-cares-about-encyclopedia-autism.
So the game was fucked from the start.
I think I could pinpoint a breaking point at age twelve: physical abuse from dad, psychological abuse from mom, buttfuck and the previous two from stepdad and rampant bullying both in and outside school (deserved, she said, and considering the 'tism she could be right).