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>>8026
Did you do a lot of any of the hallucinogens?
By "committing suicide" I don't suppose you mean that as a cause for whatever you're going through, because you'd be dead, which only leaves me one other option to interpret that as - a future intent. How soon?
I might feel guilty not having helped you more than I have and you just disappearing, kind of feel that way about one friend... So, can you make your intentions a little bit more clear?
If you are just in distress, I could probably soothe you a little bit by offering words of wisdom and general kindness and warmth. Which I do possess to some extent.
If you feel lonely though, I can only offer wisdom. I bet some people here could offer you company, unfortunately me personally, I think most people are horrible people and don't trust anyone, so I end up not attaching myself to anyone. So yeah, probably not company but still I'm willing to engage. Fuck, that sounds depressing. Maybe I should let others talk. I mean don't get me wrong I'm very good myself, if anything this is healthy for my mind, but my lack of willingness to be anyone's friend here could instead of helping actually make a lonely person feel even lonier, that's what I meant.
Unfortunately I require an insane amount of vetting. Furthermore, I have met a straight up unbelievable humans on the internet and still ended up not really being close friends with them, because in my experience without actual engagement in the physical world, mutual "doing" and the full bandwidth bodies in physical proximity communication, I could just never really trust my judgment about somebody. Some friends I knew for decades and still only recently discovered deeper who and what they actually are. Over the internet and without actual engagements involving doing something, god damn, in my experience that's damn near impossible. To actually get to know somebody. You can get a suspicion that they are an unbelievable awesome person, but before you properly interact with full bandwidth of bodily physical proximity...
So yeah, I'm just a jester here, entertaining myself or others.
And I realize it sounds weird when I say
>Nonono, please don't kill yourself
And then proceed with
>Oh no, I actually have more or less absolutely zero interest in being here for you... because I don't trust you.. or most anyone for that matter
Well, hey, good hang
You do you bro, you have enough wisdom to make your own decisions
Quiet your mind, you will see what is what if the waters are clear so to speak
Here, have a beautiful artwork 666 :)
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