/grim/ - Cold, Grim & Miserable

accusation and admission Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/28(Mon)02:29 No. 7368 [Reply]

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inhibition exhibition extraordinaire

holding back at the cost of failure
nothing more than a whisp of air

HOLD IT
dont breathe like they said
this day is more than your daily bread

AND YOU WASTE IT
birds dont care about how you feel
dirt doesnt know how dirty it is
and mud feels neglected to play

you bastards really knew what you did
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Is there anything that would bring you solace? Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/21(Mon)20:40 No. 7337 [Reply]

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It might not sound like much, but, personally, it would be quiet.

Today reminds me of why I yearn for quiet so much...

I was about four at the time, we had this neighbor across the road who would always go outside and garden. He was a jolly old man. That was, until one day, when he was not outside. Same with the next. One day became five and by that time the police showed up. Dead, from alcohol poisoning. He left a note too just before his death. I never knew what it said, but presumably it was suicide. Considering who he was externally, it was hard to believe it.

I use the silence to think about those who I knew, but are no longer around. Unfortunately, this has been too many.

It has been almost two years ago since my last friend committed suicide too. We met because we were both web devs at the time and despite being halfway across the world, we were very close. I miss him, as friends have always been difficult for someone like me.

Quiet gives me solace for it makes those I knew seem all the more closer.

So I ask the rest of you anons, as I have asserted in the title, what brings you solace?

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/25(Fri)01:41 No. 7357

Serenity/calmness gives me infinite solace. And it is always here, whether I am aware of it or not. I know this about myself. An hydrogen bomb, hell, a hypernova can be going off directly in my face and I know there's a layer of me beneath all of it that is so chill, you cannot disturb with any power in the universe or beyond.
The background radiation type shit. Ambience. Just dgaf

What can I say, I'm a multifaceted guy

Tl;dr solace is too complex a thought tbh, I'm too faded to consider niggg
The real question is what wakes me up...

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/26(Sat)04:09 No. 7363

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>>7338
This but make it urban.
Taking a different path from A to B, walking instead of taking the bus, off the clock and with no time of arrival, is magical.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/26(Sat)21:58 No. 7365

>>7363
Low key real. + drugs + music + night

But I live in the middle of nowhere so as soon as I step outside I'm in the nether lands and forests. Speaking of Netherlands, I've enjoyed many such walks in Amsterdam. At least 10 years ago, it was or perhaps still is my favorite well my second favorite city, big city in europe. Perfect for walking like that. No tall buildings, no bustling business vibe, just chill and awesome. + Drugs.

Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/15(Tue)20:05 No. 7322 [Reply]

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What about ya'll who are functioning. who have friends. but who still feel lonely?
I have a hot af gf and friends. I'm charismatic. I still want to die. Because everyone is fucking retarded. I don't know how else to put it. Everyone is retarded. None of it matters. no one cares about you or what you actually think. everyone is insecure and it's ANNOYING.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/16(Wed)00:45 No. 7323

Don't have hot gf or friends, yes everyone is retarded, but I neither want to kill myself (hasn't been the case for the last 12+ years, nor do I feel lonely. Maybe you should ditch the fake folks so you would be able to hear yourself and hear the truth again?

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/25(Fri)00:52 No. 7355

try to live a parasitic-like life! as for fame, it's akin to poison sometimes . . .

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/26(Sat)04:02 No. 7361

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>>7322
Everyone is retarded.
Especially you.
Once you realize this, the inevitability of retardation will give way to numbness and later on, to acceptation.
Humans are not rational. That's an illusion.
Everyone's rarted. And that's okay.

Edgar Anon Poe 19/12/30(Mon)07:22 No. 6325 [Reply]

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gimme a list of your guys favorite songs

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/19(Sat)15:41 No. 7330

one favorite song for every artist in my library i feel qualified enough to list a favorite for:

Abandoned Pools - Start Over
Aesop Rock - Pigeonomics
Alec Lambert - Incense (Smoke & Honey)
Alvvays - Very Online Guy
Apes of the State - Timeline
Backxwash - Black Magic
beabadoobee - Glue Song
Beach Bunny - Entropy
Beck - Loser
Billie Eilish - BIRDS OF A FEATHER
Birchville Cat Motel - Double Cascade Mini Fantasy
Bright Eyes - Bells and Whistles
Broods - Piece of My Mind
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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/21(Mon)00:48 No. 7332

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1 Duran Duran -- Sound Of Thunder
2 Dead Kennedys -- Soup Is Good Food
3 The Beatles -- And Your Bird Can Sing
4 The Dead Milkmen -- Lucky
5 Bad Religion -- A Walk
6 Green Day -- When I Come Around
7 Nirvana -- Drain You
8 They Might Be Giants -- Birdhouse in Your Soul
9 Minutemen - This Ain't No Picnic
10 The Slits - Ping Pong Affair
11 The Specials - Ghost Town
12 NOFX -- Leave it Alone
13 Blur -- Coffee and TV
14 Squeeze -- Cool For Cats
15 Soundgarden -- My Wave
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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)13:21 No. 7342

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Portishead - Sour Times
Silencer - Sterile Nails and Thunderbowels
Prodigy - Smack my Bitch Up
Alice In Chains - Bleed The Freak
Swans - Failure
Radiohead- Paranoid Andriod
Massive Attack - Teardrop
Pearl Jam - Black
Aphex Twin - Windowlicker
Bananarama - Venus
Burzum - Dunkelheit

Edgar Anon Poe 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 [Reply] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]

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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/21(Mon)05:02 No. 7333

I don't even know what love is
So why should I even bother being anything more than a loose acquaintance with her

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)00:31 No. 7339

>>4771
Crush?
I cannot say that I have ever had one. In fact, I am a bit of a hopeless romantic, really.

I have always had other concerns on my mind, but I do recall this girl once. She was slender and about my height (I am of short stature, about 3.6 cubits), she liked to draw and never spoke to anyone, just sitting, alone. She was very talented and had some of the fairest skin I had set my eyes on (I should clarify that I have a skin condition which causes a certain fungus to grow on my face and turn it red and scaly, with patches peeling and oozing, it requires five drugs to address the symptoms, but nothing is approved for the cause). Nevertheless, only bad things happen to the people around me, so I would rather not put her in a place worse than her own.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)07:46 No. 7341

>>4771
He's twice my age and happily in a relationship. So am I. But I want to love him.

Alone at a cost Edgar Anon Poe 23/08/01(Tue)00:26 No. 7139 [Reply]

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When I was in my late-teens to early-twenties all I wanted was a Girlfriend. Now I'm slightly older and have had girlfriends but now I just want to be alone, (the only good part was sex
) I don't enjoy spending time with them or showing affection its just not something I enjoy. Same with friends I don't enjoy being with them or speaking to them, so recently I cut them all off my friends, girlfriend and family. I have never felt happier but now have the feeling of impending doom and increased paranoia. Is it worth being surrounded by people but hating them all and feeling depressed or being alone and happy but feeling like the end of everything and everyone is coming soon?

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Edgar Anon Poe 23/08/06(Sun)00:08 No. 7141

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One thing I have realized is that you are never truly happy. Weather you are alone or with others.Human survival instincts dictate that we need to seek out other people. Some more than others, but, we only have a tolerance loneliness that is so high. Same for how long and how much you can spend around others.

Happiness is more a fleeting feeling in a world that is usually dominated by moments of suffering. Happiness is temporary suffering is forever.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/02(Sun)21:05 No. 7292

same here. I'm on the process of leaving my friend circle. like quiet quitting a job. i want absolutely nothing to do with them anymore.

on girlfriends, i agree that only the sex was good and maybe the few tender moments. i find it kinda weird that i am like this. but ig im not entirely alone.

and to me paranoia is just maximum awareness.

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The Reaper 25/02/06(Thu)04:37 No. 7295

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All my undead friends are going to be redead soon :\ so I'd rather be alone for these final accursed months.

8th Special part 4 of 4 Reverend 25/01/16(Thu)20:06 No. 7283 [Reply]

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I FUCKING WANT TO DIE 8th Special

https://pedopriestcatcher.podbean.com/

Part 4 of 4 "Premium Blend"

•4chan "Never Fly Economy"

& "Braindead Mouthbreathers"

•Dread "How To Fake a Bank Statement"

•Hidden Answers "15 Questions"

•8kun /Nigger Community Wretchedness/ board "NIGGERS RUINED MY GYM"
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Edgar Anon Poe ## Admin ## 25/01/16(Thu)20:26 No. 7284

Approved.

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Strong Youtube Start Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/02(Sun)08:01 No. 7291

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https://youtu.be/FAtFQ-p9AP8?si=qk09VuS8kipTRw6H

/Terrorist Threats, School Shootings, Synagogue Shootings, Banned Posts, 1 Liners, Black Church Shootings, Conspiracy To Commit Mass Murder/

💎 Classic 4chan
[elementary school shooting posts]

💎 Classic 8chan [Synagogue San Diego 🕍 Shooting]

💎 4chan [dylan roof posts in 2015]

💎 Classic Original 8chan
[Robert Bowers]/[John t. Earnest is Celebrated]in 2018

BTW, FUCK 8KUN
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Edgar Anon Poe 25/03/04(Tue)21:25 No. 7311

Bumping for interest

Piccolo+The+Super+Namek 25/02/10(Mon)10:31 No. 7304 [Reply]

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This unreality filter really makes this dimension belong dead and buried because it is so goddamn boring and useless.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/03/04(Tue)21:29 No. 7312

Useless? yes. Boring? Only if you are lightyears beyond just retarded.

Edgar Anon Poe 18/05/04(Fri)18:36 No. 5791 [Reply]

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No friends or anyone. What do you personally do to cope?

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/11/19(Sat)03:37 No. 6903

>>5791
I have fantasy friends in my head, and we live in a fantasy town, but my fantasy girlfriend broke up with me, so I've been having a fantasy hard time.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/06(Thu)06:10 No. 7296

Watch old vidya. Learn facts.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/26(Wed)06:59 No. 7310

>>5791
I need to wait for the terminations to set me free.

Yarr Capn 25/02/26(Wed)06:39 No. 7307 [Reply]

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Yarr watcha did.