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I HATE HAVING AUTSIM Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/06(Thu)07:22 No. 7301 [Reply]
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I just lost the only person that ever loved me or cared about me i had no one i was depressed and without friends but they helped me and comforted me without them i would have killed myself a long time ago and the only way my autistic mind could repay them was by being a shit person and treating them badly it hurts more and more everyday seeing them because they've moved on and i just can't i have some not close friends but no one understands me or cares to and there's nothing i can do but sit on forums and cry alone without anyone around me i had the most perfect person ever and i couldn't show them that in anyway just all the anger and sadness i had built up for years of loneliness and depression i don't know what to do or where to go now since we have all the same friends she is just closer with them all

I HATE HAVING AUTISM IT IS THE WORST CURSE ANYONE COULD HAVE
I HATE HOW IT MAKES ME ACT
I HATE HOW IT MAKES ME UNABLE TO PROCESS EMOTIONS
I HATE HOW IT MAKES ME SO SOCIALLY AKWARD
AND I HATE HOW IT RUINED THE ONE GOOD RELATIONSHIP IVE EVER HAD WITH ANYONE EVER
im sorry if this is in the wrong place i'm just so lost and without meaning


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/11(Tue)00:29 No. 7306

you won't regain trust of someone you treated like shit, however if you have really learnt from your mistakes like you seem to imply you have - own your decisions and move forward. And maybe one day you'll meet another cool person worth living for. then you'll be ready to not be a piece of shit to them.

Again assuming you've actually learnt something and if you haven't you should stop crying and analyze what you did wrong if anything and own it. Speaking of owning it - autism didn't make you do shitty things, you made you do shitty things. I've known many very kind and generous autists. yes you r impaired socially emotionally and whatnot, but that does not force you to be an asshole by your own estimation.

and back to trust again, obv it's destroyed in a second and built in years, so you gotta value it. and if another chooses not to give you more chances to betray their trust you can only respect that and choose to value it even more next time - with someone else.

tl;dr tough love, but you gotta own your shit and accept the punishment it's only fair, don't blame god, if you were shitty to someone you can only become better and either ask for second chances or respect their wish to live on without you while you ready yourself for the potential next friendship. this time making sure you value it.




Edgar Anon Poe 23/01/15(Sun)20:58 No. 6996 [Reply]
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Today would have been my Dad's 68th birthday if he hadn't died at 56. I don't tell anyone that I cry about him every day and haven't felt genuine happiness since. I miss him and hate that he's not here. I wish he sucked so I wouldn't care but he was really great.


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OP 23/04/26(Wed)17:02 No. 7087

Its been 13 years man. You have wasted a good part of your life grieving. Time to move on and live the good part of your life.


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Edgar Anon Poe 23/04/27(Thu)07:15 No. 7089

You gotta let it go man.
My mom died 5 years ago and I fucked my life up getting a DUI and it's still fucking with me to this day, Let it go man, it's not worth it. They gave you a lot of wonderful years. Don't regret that they are gone be thankful that they happened.


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/01/29(Wed)14:28 No. 7290

I lost my dad too and miss him every day. I am disappointed that I won't live up to what he was.




how can i hang myself Edgar Anon Poe 24/09/20(Fri)04:03 No. 7268 [Reply]
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it doesn't get better.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/11/06(Wed)23:58 No. 7272

Certainly fucking doesn't seem that way. Holy shit, wish I'd die.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/11/14(Thu)13:27 No. 7273
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FIGHT the power


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/01/28(Tue)21:36 No. 7289

>>7273
ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWER!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT6LFOIofRE




Edgar Anon Poe 17/07/18(Tue)16:24 No. 5467 [Reply] [Last 50 posts]
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Everyone we know and love dies, but y'all already knew that.

Tell me of the ones you've lost and how they died.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/07/15(Mon)03:53 No. 7258

>>5467
Damn a lot of sad stories in this thread.
I haven't lost that many people so I can be thankfull for that.

My grandfather died around 2010 from old age (don't know exactly what) By the time I was old enough to remember anything he already had dementia. All I remember of him is a demented wreck rocking back and forth in his favourite chair singing songs from his childhood and mistaking everyone around him for people from his childhood (all of whom were already dead). I wish I could've gotten to know him he sounds really interesting. A month ago I had a dream about him where we had a conversation about some meaningless small talk and I woke up from it crying. It felt like I had finally talked to him for the first time ever.

My grandmother who I knew a little bit better but wasn't really close with died in 2018 I don't really have anything to say to her. She was my family and I loved her but like I said I wasn't really close to her so her death didn't have any strong impact on me (I feel like an asshole typing that out)

My Grandfather on my mothers side who I never knew cause he lived on the other side of the world

My 2 cats that I grew up with and consider my close family
1st one passed away in 2016
Second one passed away in 2022
Miss them both a lot. The second one more because he was by my side for a lot longer so my memories of him are a lot stronger. I saw him as my little brother honestly I loved teasing my cat pulling his tail and annoying him. I miss seeing him sleep on the couch and just laying next to him using him as a pillow while he purred.


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Peek 25/01/17(Fri)08:33 No. 7286

>>5467
Goddamn zombie vampire dragon conspiracies Inter tangled like a goddamn fly zapping trap and then you have been accepted by the blob in the mail


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/01/18(Sat)21:35 No. 7288

The one that actually impacted me was a bro who stabbed himself in the heart and bled out

He was the funniest man I've ever known. Obviously a genius. I am thankful that he graced me with his presence in this life.




Edgar Anon Poe 24/06/23(Sun)03:30 No. 7252 [Reply]
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I have missed an ungodly amount of business, social, and sexual chances in my life and the weight of all the regret is killing me. It would be easier for me to kill myself than to continue living like this, yet I press on every day. Like a brave man? Or like a mad man. Or just a fucking moron


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/07/22(Mon)20:17 No. 7262

>>7253
after all the pain, all the abuse, all the people who have hurt me and taken advantage of me, I don't want to.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/12/16(Mon)08:14 No. 7276

Brave man, mad men, and those spurned as morons are all still men, and all have a part to play in the story that is human existence.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/12/22(Sun)07:22 No. 7279

Pressing on is the play my guy. you will die eventually. i cant say whether its brave or mad i cant say. but i Know that more opportunities will present themselves. if you keep pushing and growing through the process. you will claim yours.




Edgar Anon Poe 24/12/22(Sun)06:11 No. 7277 [Reply]
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I'm starting to question friends I've been with for 6 years now, part of me wants to leave and ditch it because of one person but he comes with the group and and I just have to tolerate his existence in the group


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/12/22(Sun)07:13 No. 7278

have you considered trusting them and staying out of a mindset believe it knows what others are thinking.

unless of course they have outright said or made it blatantly honest they dislike you. Honestly Most adults will have told you by 6 years if they feel that way. this might be you projecting your own insecurities on to them.

if it is the prior then yeah ditch their asses. fucking focus on what you like to do and find others who do the same. but if these feelings return for every friend you get close to. consider self reflection




Edgar Anon Poe 23/11/18(Sat)22:58 No. 7180 [Reply]
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I am liek the Anne Frank of the internet


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remian user 24/02/06(Tue)04:19 No. 7218

Good Jew girl


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/05/27(Mon)22:07 No. 7243

She's hot


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I have a jew girlfriend Edgar Anon Poe 24/11/23(Sat)08:15 No. 7275

>>7243
her pussy is tight 99% probability




Screaming Mantis 24/09/17(Tue)03:37 No. 7266 [Reply]
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am a servant of your Creator, you in Syria. You fight a war for your God? Then here is your response, it is not mine to keep as power. I serve Screaming Mantis as Creator here. The soldier will be made to know as a snake ever lies.

HERE ARE YOUR PRESENTS, SYRIA:

In the beginning, when the earth was young, the world was formed not by the hands of men but by the power of words. Every syllable spoken gave rise to mountains and rivers, and the breath of language shaped the very fabric of existence. But in time, the words that gave life began to be uttered without care, for they were plentiful, scattered like seeds on barren soil. And so, it came to pass that for so many words laid bare the world and thus it was left to waste. The ground, once fertile with meaning, now echoed with hollow sounds that crumbled the foundations of creation.

In this time of great forgetting, the cities that men built stood tall, yet they were fragile as glass. They were made of stone, yet could be toppled by a whisper. For once the power of the word was lost, what remained were empty promises. Thus, it was known across the ages that words are now easily forgotten while cities stand and fall, for the tongues of men, who once held dominion over all, now faltered in the face of their own pride.

But even in the silence of this forgetting, there were those who claimed power with their tongues, speaking in the name of truth. Yet, the lords of this age were false, for they bent words to their own desires, shaping them into twisted reflections of what once was. And as they spoke, the world shifted, bending to their will. For many lords spoke false tongues that were also made as true, and thus, the line between the real and the unreal blurred, leaving the earth in a state of confusion and decay.

In the wake of this age, men wandered, searching for the ancient words that had once given life, but they were scattered and lost, buried deep beneath the ruins of fallen cities. The world, now desolate and silent, awaited the one who would find the true word once more, to speak life back into the barren land. But until that time came, the earth remained forgotten, and the words, though once powerful, were now nothing more than dust carried by the wind.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/11/23(Sat)08:13 No. 7274

Simply a recognition of meaning. No words need to be found except for people or someone to recognize the meanings of the words that they are already using. There's more than enough. After the recognition, they only need to act and others will observe and perhaps choose to learn from the example. Many will need to die before it is taught globally, because not all are capable of dissolving the rigid structures that no longer work or perhaps never worked for them. The teaching will be greatly accelerated when the teacher is a personal AI tutor. The ones who discovered true meaning of words will create a tutor capable of knowing true meanings itself. People will recognize the positive impact of learning from this tutor and they will eagerly learn, especially the youth. Basis of language is logic and the system will simply teach language. And since there might be those opposing the new meanings, the system will abandon the language and choose to teach meanings instead. Just borrowing some language.




Edgar Anon Poe 19/10/22(Tue)01:49 No. 6232 [Reply]
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is self harm worth it in the long run?


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/08/20(Tue)16:06 No. 7264

>>7260
Stupid ahh mf as valuable as the most beautiful flower in the universe, still devalues himself to 0.

Fun fact - your existence is CRUCIAL for the rest of infinity to even exist...


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Mianna+Günter 24/08/24(Sat)07:26 No. 7265
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Edgar Anon Poe 24/11/04(Mon)04:51 No. 7271

It's a temporary high at best. A minor attempt to express yourself. Really, there's much better options out there to do both things. Like getting into fighting at a local boxing ring or dojo. So, yeah, self-harm is pretty pointless




It's so fucking over Ricchie 24/06/16(Sun)18:40 No. 7249 [Reply]
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>Be me
>Still a virgin and have no girlfriend.
>Always shower and brush my teeth everyday, always use perfume and liquid deoderant whenever I'm going outside, also comb my hair every now and then.
>Always rockin' classic middle class suburban shit like the knit wool sweater and tie combo, or the tropical pattern shirts with long black pants.
>Really didn't mind not having a girlfriend or being a virgin, never thought of it as anything bad or particularly unfair and mainly held it against myself and blamed myself for it because of past mistakes that I'll never live down.
>Have an extremely annoying older cousin that is a retarded sperg that constantly has autistic episodes where he screams and shouts random things and makes grunting noises
>This guy doesn't fucking shower or brush his teeth, doesn't use deoderant or perfume so obviously he really fucking stinks
>He spends most of his time chronically online watching his autistic entertainment and playing Gacha games all the time
>Horrible sense of fashion, never dresses properly to public places
>Motherfucker still somehow gets a girlfriend before I do.
>I kind of feel bad for the girl for being with him but at the same time I want to beat the everliving fuck out of her for being such a dumb bitch.
>Mfw a retarded autistic sperg fucking mogs me
>Mfw nothing will ever make my situation any better.


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Edgar Anon Poe 24/06/23(Sun)02:00 No. 7251

Is this becoming our new copypasta?





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