/grim/ - Cold, Grim & Miserable

Edgar Anon Poe 23/01/09(Mon)01:53 No. 6937 [Reply]

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The girl who lives downstairs from me cries a lot when her boyfriend isn't around..

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Edgar Anon Poe 23/01/09(Mon)20:40 No. 6939

How does it make you feel?

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Edgar Anon Poe 23/01/12(Thu)14:28 No. 6940

Tell her "shut the fuck up. I'm trying to sleep."

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Edgar Anon Poe 23/01/15(Sun)21:05 No. 6998

>>6939
Kinda bad. I mean, it's one thing to yell when alone, it's another to sob loudly.

And what the hell happened here? Is someone spamming the board?

ewe 22/05/13(Fri)14:59 No. 6797 [Reply]

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>Kike girl rejects me
>cut nazi symbols into skin

Man wtf am i doing.

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/05/13(Fri)17:32 No. 6798

>>6797

I beg your pardon, but WHAT

Edgar Anon Poe 22/08/29(Mon)06:01 No. 6848 [Reply]

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bye

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/09/05(Mon)01:32 No. 6855

>>6848
cya later dude

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/09/30(Fri)23:41 No. 6865

>>6848
I say hello, you say bye.

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/10/17(Mon)05:47 No. 6886

wtf, I know the artist. Ruenako! Is this you?

Life. Edgar Anon Poe 19/11/08(Fri)03:29 No. 6266 [Reply]

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>Spend childhood getting bullied, but otherwise pretty normal upbringing
>taught to treat people with decency and respect, even if they don't treat you the same way
>battery of IQ tests reveals genius intelligence
>have some serious issues come up in mid-childhood, various diagnoses of mental disorders ranging from ADHD to Rapidcycling bipolar disorder to learning disabilities
>pretty sure I was just bored and couldn't learn things from reading about them, have to be actively engaged and made to care about it.
>constant social issues growing up cause me to throw myself into books, history, and computers
>social issues include trusting people too easily and being taken advantage of, not getting along with authority figures, getting bullied and getting into fights, generally being socially ostracized
>grow up a massive fucking nerd
>develop severe depression around age 8 which involves sometimes cutting my hand to feel anything but misery
>hide it
>get into musical counterculture at 15 years of age...punk, thrash metal, goth, electro, industrial, psychobilly, I love it all
>tons of ideas on what I want to do with myself...make videogames, be a writer, make music, be an architect, just want to put something out into the world that I can care about
>constantly told by family and the few girlfriends I've had "That's unrealistic, you need to pick something else."
>school marks suffer significantly, largely because I just can't keep track of things and most of the subjects I just don't care about since nobody's giving me an actual reason to learn shit other than "you need this credit to pass"
>never pursue dreams
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Egregore 20/09/17(Thu)19:24 No. 6532

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Yo man, this is literally what happened to me too. My leg is filled with cuts and scars. I used to have long lines of thick clotting blood dripping through my legs.

I broke sharpeners and cut my legs with it to the point that, my mom became concerned. Its ironic because it seems like she actually cares about me, but, I'm on a roller-coaster of emotions all day to the point that, I do not have a fixed opinion on anyone. It's almost like I'm a nietszchean fragment of multiple wills beyond good and evil.

Had a few exes and the Last two ended up cheating on me.

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Edgar Anon Poe 20/10/03(Sat)04:46 No. 6541

>battery of IQ tests reveals genius intelligence
>get into musical counterculture at 15 years of age...punk, thrash metal, goth, electro, industrial, psychobilly, I love it all
kek, let me guess, they told you you were a really "special" guy and they put you in "special" classes for "special" kids.

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Warped mind Edgar Anon Poe 22/01/17(Mon)20:02 No. 6728

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Some metabolisms need protein for good. Eggs and fish are usually the softest.
The important thing about warp wanings are the core tenets:

>Fasting, training the body to fast
>Colon cleansing
>When eating regularly, do it within a narrow schedule and not thru the day long
>Mucusless diet is dangerous if suddenly applied,beware
>Colon cleansing is necessary after an entire life of miscarriage.
>Some bodies have different symptoms to express they are harmed by wheat,corn,rice and/or industrial sugars.
>Best fats are HDL. Worst ones are LDL. Carbs and starch raise this last one quite a lot.
>Best proteíns are from eggs and white fish,easiest fats.
>Best sport is always short and intense , never marathonian.
>Avoid breakfast until some hours pass since you get up.
>Investigate the books of warp wanings. Read Ehret, Dan Reid, Nagumo, Perlmutter, Horace Fletcher, James Nicolantonio… Not every body works the same way, test and discover your options.
> Warp wanings may take slowly upgrading your usage of them and quite a lot of time, AGEs are harder to remove from the body (specially brains) than starch.
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Edgar Anon Poe 20/04/07(Tue)17:46 No. 6406 [Reply]

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I just realized I've been sexually abused by my mother as a preteen
I enjoyed it. I have a huge /ss/ fetish because of it. but she hurt me. she manipulated me. and I know that what she did is wrong
now I don't know what the hell to do. I love her, I'd die for any of my family members. so why did she hurt me like this?
I've never even realized until recently, when I had my first sexual experience with a girl (I'm 20)
I always thought that it was something that "just happened" and even was thankful for it because I felt a lot of pleasure. but now I'm in pain and I'm aware that it was an evil thing to do

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sage Edgar Anon Poe 20/10/17(Sat)05:17 No. 6542

>>6430
>Americans [...] with virginity and the purity of sex
I am an Eurofriend tho.

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/01/20(Thu)00:20 No. 6740

>>6406
>now i feel this was evil
Could you verbalize why? Know yourself

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Sum1HuNos 22/02/01(Tue)13:11 No. 6741

I think you should just confront you mom. Then you can each try to honestly express how you feel, what happened to you and how you feel moving forward. Life isn't easy but unanswered questions will only leave you to fill in the blanks subjectively.

Talk about your failures in life Edgar Anon Poe 20/02/25(Tue)09:19 No. 6374 [Reply]

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failure after failure after failure after failure. I'm a loser to the eyes of most people and I wanted to be successful, I told people I would be successful, they thought I would be successful, but then they saw me fail and fail again, until I'm nothing but a poor loser no one likes.

I'm haunted by my failures. I am forever hateful of myself, forever ashamed. I feel inferior. Bad, evil, people I hate so much are succeeding more than me. Who's laughing now? Them. I'm ruined. The suffering is so intense and it never stops. Constant suffering. I don't understand why I'm still alive.

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Edgar Anon Poe 20/04/23(Thu)09:25 No. 6441

>>6439
"Friends" is not the right word. Friends don't help you do jack shit. Friends are for hanging out, drinking beer and smoking weed, and patting you on the back saying "it's not your fault, they just don't understand your value" when you get fired. They won't criticize you when you're doing things wrong, won't tell you the truth, won't pick at your faults, and certainly won't help you get a leg-up in business at that job they DON'T have. Believe me, almost nobody wants to have a friend who will do those things, because they'll just get angry and you won't have any friends anymore.

I have friends who are perpetual failures in their line of work, and I know EXACTLY why they are failing, just from simple observation and comparing them and others who are successful. But I will never tell them, because they will say I am wrong and will cut me out of their life. Probably, they will say I don't know what I'm talking about because I don't do what they do. But that's what I mean, because friendship requires trust and affection, but NOT RESPECT. What they need is someone who they respect in their same industry who will tell them what I told them; then maybe they will take action.

What he really meant was a network. Business partners, co-workers, acquaintances in your industry of choice. There is a measure of mutual trust and respect between you, but you are not friends. The difference is they will not coddle you; they don't give a fuck about your feelings; they will not hesitate to tell you exactly why you're a fuck-up and the reason you got fired from your last job is because you fucked up in X, Y, and Z ways. Then they will tell you about how to get your foot in the door of a new business opportunity, with the unspoken agreement that when they need help, you will do the same.

Simply being told "you can do it!" doesn't help anything. People can do that to themselves; if they didn't self-motivate to some degree and tell themselves "I can do it!" they wouldn't even get out of bed.

Friends are like junk food; it feels good to eat, but it's not going to make your body any better. A network is like broccoli; tastes bad but it's what you need to be healthy.

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/01/17(Mon)21:02 No. 6733

>stop doing things for looks
>always hide yourself
>specially whenever you may triumph at whatever

Chasing desires = dukkha

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/02/21(Mon)07:07 No. 6748

Op here. It has been a while since the last time I visited this place. I am still a failure, nothing has changed.

Edgar Anon Poe 18/02/24(Sat)17:28 No. 5720 [Reply]

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So /grim/ where can i find a gf who would be willing to participate in a suicide pact with me in a couple years? Where i live theyre all dumb hypergamous consumerism worshiping bulimic/fat basic bitches. After completing my bucket list i will proceed to an hero. Times running out ya know.

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Edgar Anon Poe 21/11/02(Tue)07:44 No. 6699

>>6105

There is nothing wrong with hypergamy. It is Nature working as intended.

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suicde pact spencer 21/12/12(Sun)23:49 No. 6712

i will do it with you. beign dead ass there is nothing to live for anymore. Add my skype spencer hardy or schardy4300 if your still out there

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/01/12(Wed)12:29 No. 6716

>>5720
OP, may I recommend the podcast series about Lindsay Souvannarath and the Halifax Shopping Center Shooting Plot?

https://www.nighttimepodcast.com/lindsay-souvannarath

No, I'm not advocating national socialism, mass murder nor suicide pacts. No, I'm not saying that she "can't" be a national socialist. Yes, I'm quite happy that they spent more time on coordinating their clothes than get actual weapons and ammo. Especially ammo.

My point is that they both probably would've been better off if the acutally did the needful.

Edgar Anon Poe 21/02/23(Tue)22:22 No. 6613 [Reply]

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https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20160915-the-woman-who-is-allergic-to-water

Depeche Mode was right: God sure does have a sick sense of humor, huh?

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SADB0Y_02998381783727273627282618383782877738762782783862837 21/02/24(Wed)00:59 No. 6614

Thats a miserable life.

Edgar Anon Poe 21/03/10(Wed)21:34 No. 6618 [Reply]

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YOU MIGHT NOW VALUE EVERYTHING QUITE SIGNIFICANTLY;
YOU MIGHT NOW VALUE EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER TAKEN FOR GRANTED.
YOU MIGHT NOW VALUE AN APPRECIATIVE RESPONSE

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General Screwball Mentalist Edgar Anon Poe 21/03/16(Tue)23:51 No. 6619

Show I was just like really trying to get out of must-neeeds-work. I want everyone to be their own Minister Small business Operator. I'm a BSA Freelance humorist. Cool Genius Sentimentalist.... Assemble Surrealistically, we've got an emergency!

Edgar Anon Poe 19/12/05(Thu)07:45 No. 6281 [Reply]

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I like putting my fleshlight in the freezer for a couple nights at a time

feels just like a dead girl

i suggest any necbros give it a try

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Edgar Anon Poe 19/12/12(Thu)06:17 No. 6297

Dead things aren't colder than room temperature. Why the fuck would they be?

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Edgar Anon Poe 19/12/15(Sun)23:41 No. 6302

>>6297
maybe its from the concrete? its always colder downstairs

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Edgar Anon Poe 19/12/28(Sat)17:15 No. 6322

>>6297
You're right, they wouldn't actually be colder than room temperature, bu keep in mind that is significantly colder than a living body.
Also, they may feel colder, the same way a piece of metal at room temperature does: by conducting heat away from the point of contact (although human bodies are not great conductors).